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Sunday, February 16, 2003

Bliss

chinese new year's finally over. no more ang bao or anything anymore. ang bao money's all gone. valentine's day finally over too.
v day this year's pretty good. received quite a lot of stuff from the people around me. the gals in my class were very enthusiastic about the whole thing and if i did not remember wrongly, all of the gals bought presents for the guys or made stuffs for the guys in the class. really appreciate their efforts. received hell lots of sweets and chocolates and such even though i have abundance at home. now i'm wondering how i'll ever be able to finish all these things. kinda felt quite bad coz i didn't give anything to the gals in my class and the others who gave me v day presents coz i was really broke. spent quite a lot on v day itself and presents. guess i'll hafta start saving up for v day next year so i'll probably have enough money to buy presents for the people who would give me presents.
the j1s this year's pretty enthu i must say. saw lots of them buying gifts for each other and exchanging presents. kinda cool i think. maybe it's becoz cny's just over and they still have money to spare i dunno. but it's great to see people enjoying themselves.
guess my pd tutor's sick of talking about me already. he just doesn't seem to bother much about the way i dress and the way i make my hair stand on its ends. good for me. i wouldn't want to hear him nagging at me every morning assembly and at every maths tutorial. that just simply sucks. i would just tell him 'you could kiss my ass for all i care' if only i could do that. that old bugger...don't understand what's his problem. trying to brainwash the whole lot of us with his own 'fashion' sense. oh please. get him out of my life fast.
kinda worried about my class now...they seem to be pretty 'guai'. no one's skipping lectures or tutorials nor school up till now. is that a good sign or a bad sign? i'd rather they skip school and lectures...it's only the 1st 3 months after all. who gives a shit about the academic performance and the conduct? they might not even be staying on in ajc after three months. one guy in my class has already quit school now. kinda sucks. he didn't even notify anyone of us before doing that. just quit school without a word. wow...trying to get away without getting his ass kicked i suppose. good decision for him. at least he decided to leave early. great lad. hope to see him around someday.

-forgot my name at 5:03 PM


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Symbol: The Shadow. It cannot be grasped. Chase your shadow and it will flee; turn your back on it and it will follow you. It is also a person's dark side, the thing that makes them mysterious. After they have given us pleasure, the shadow of withdrawl makes us yearn for their return, much as clouds make us yearn for the sun.


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Wednesday, February 12, 2003

Taproot - Poem

Overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
In an hour I'll be okay
I pray this pain will go away permanently someday
I've seen more than
I should have to
I've seen this on my own

This song is a poem to myself
It helps me to live
In case of fire, break the glass
And move on into your own, your own

Reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain
I hope you'll be okay someday
So I can say that you moved on in the right way
We've seen this and
We've breathed this and
We've lived this on our own

This song is a poem to myself
It helps me to live
In case of fire, break the glass
And move on into your own

This song is a poem to myself
It helps me to live
In case of fire, break the glass
And move on into your own, your own

This song is a poem to myself
It helps me to live
In case of fire, break the glass
And move on into your own, your own

This song is a poem to myself
It helps me to live
In case of fire, break the glass
And move on into your own, your own
Your own, your own

Apologies

sorry about the delay for the new entry people. just realized that it's been kinda long since i've posted something down here. last entry was 24th Jan...oh man. i must've been real engrossed in my tutorials(i lied. so sue me one more time). chinese new year was not too bad for me this year, really slacked my balls off. i even skipped school for two more days. talking bout the ang pao money...got quite a lot this year but i gave everything to my mum on the account that my handphone bill's a bit too high recently. don't really know what's the problem with my pd tutor, he just seems to 'like' my hair so much that he have to talk about it once in a while in class or during morning assembly. i'm already sick of his nagging and all his crap about how to dress in a 'politically correct' manner. he can just kiss my ass for all i care. the song i featured up there is not too bad though i can't really make out what he's singing at first. life's been pretty much the same as before. i'm still me and you're still you. my new class mixing pretty well i suppose, people are talking to each other more and even starting to have small cliques within the class already. i'm not sure if that's a good or a bad sign but i'm happy that we are getting to know each of us better now. i'm absolutely broke right now. practically living off my parents in every aspect. no money of my own. damn...and v day's just around the corner. think i have a cricket match with hcjc tomorrow...i'm not sure if i should go. wasting my bloody time playing around with those buggers...lol~ think they don't really need me now that they've got the new batch of Indian scholars who are quite good. the team's got more potential i must say, more experienced players and such. i've seen them play...not too bad. guess we could beat hcjc without much effort now. they ain't that good anyway. although we may have the skills but i dare not say the same for the physical of the players. i don't really mind playing tomorrow coz the game's pretty fun i must say. little doubt about that. i've been playing it for four years. there's a hockey training session tomorrow afternoon also. damn...so which should i go to? maybe cricket? or maybe hockey? or neither? there seems to be some personal stuff which i have not settled as of yet. maybe i'll need some time to get it done tomorrow or else it'd be pretty screwed up.

-forgot my name at 8:00 PM

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