pieces of me.
the beauty of life, in black and white.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

lol. this is good shit.


-forgot my name at 12:42 AM

i know it's not cool to post lyrics on blog anymore but this song is just soooooo emo. lol. and yes it's on my playlist. i can't find a decent video for this song on youtube so just bear with me till they come up with an MTV for it or something. this song is featured on Punk Goes Acoustic 2 (it's quite a decent album).
damn i need my beer. WHY THE FUCK DID I NOT STOCK UP. URGH.

Mayday Parade - Three Cheers For Five Years

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

-forgot my name at 12:23 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

oh well. some people have been asking me about the job scope at Exxon and I just received this email from the school:

Dear Lim Ze Sin,

We are pleased to inform you that you have been selected by ExxonMobil Asia Pacific Pte Ltd after the interview. (what interview?)


Programme Allocated: - [Programme Code : 1376]

Programme Scope: - Work with assigned engineer for project development from time to time, when necessary. (i hope it ain't gonna be necessary.)
- Assist in site verification and prepare variance report. (hmm. ok.)
- Assist in the development of new or convert existing hardcopy to softcopy operating manuals. (hmm. office boy. ok.)
- Organize hardcopy operating manuals and up-load softcopy to electronic library, where necessary. (hmm. office boy again.)
- Need to travel from site to site to acquire required information. (ok this sounds a lil more interesting. at least i won't be stuck at one place all the time.)

Expectations:
- Organize and improve the existing operating manual at the industry building. (erm.)
- Assist to update the floor plan into CAFM system. (erm. what's CAFM?)

Pre-requisites: - M&E - Able to understand as built drawing, technical specifications.
- Computer software literacy, good in Excel software.
- Effective communication skill will be an advantage.
- Technical knowledge will be an advantage.

Attachment Location: HF/Pioneer Road

BY CAREER & ATTACHMENT OFFICE

-forgot my name at 3:00 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

i must've read the same email from ExxonMobil for about 20 times by now. i can't believe amongst all the smart asses around in school (those in dean's list or GPA of 4 and above), i'm actually one of the 6 to be working for them. the big paycheck aside, it sure will look good on my resume next time for working in the largest company in the world by revenue. this has gotta be the biggest joke for all those with great grades and couldn't get the internship.
everyone thinks my grade must be good to be able to get in but honestly, it's only at a meagre 2.4. this is like totally in your face you hardcore muggers!
maybe for the first time in my life, i'm lucky, big time :)
i'm still ecstatic everytime the thought of working there comes to mind. i'll be working at the refinery at Jurong Island by the way. i have no idea where it is but it sure is gonna be totally ulu. this has gotta be the best thing that has happened in my academic life ever since PSLE. lol.
of course, i still need to clear the drug & alcohol test. please don't let anything go wrong.

-forgot my name at 4:05 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

shitty result but liverpool played well. yeah it was nice that they scored one back at the end, at least it kept hope alive for just another 5 more minutes.
sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. that's life ain't it.
oh well, at least mascherano pawned kaka's ass.

I'M STILL SO FUCKING HIGH THAT I CAN EAT MY PILLOW TONIGHT.

-forgot my name at 4:38 AM

even though liverpool is 1-0 down currently, i'm too fucking high to be upset about that. ExxonMobil has confirmed my internship with them. i have no idea how i fucking got my placement. the only interview i had with them was a 3 minute conversation through the phone.
god. life never felt this great in a long time.
now i just need to clear a mandatory drug & alcohol test. damn. please don't let me fail this.

-forgot my name at 3:42 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

i'm too lazy to be blogging. so i'll just leave you with this song that i totally love. it's not hard to understand but for those who do understand the meaning behind the lyrics, kudos to you :)

-forgot my name at 10:55 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

argh. i'm still super lethargic even though i've slept most of my weekends away. it sucks to have to go to school even though you're running a fever/flu. my fever won't kill me for now but i guess my cough will just do the trick. thanks for all the get well messages. it'll take some time.

-forgot my name at 12:59 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

just when i thought it had been a long time since i last fell sick, i had to come down with a 41 degrees high fever. great. the temperature's dropped a lil, it's just fluctuating between 38 to 40 for now. argh.

-forgot my name at 12:44 AM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

my EID (Engineering Innovation & Design) project kicked off with a somewhat interesting start. it was the first session that we meet our mentor so all of us had to do a short introduction about what we hope to achieve outta this course and what were our goals in life.
so goes the normal routine of introduction around the class. after about half the class has introduced themselves, i realised a very interesting trend. almost everyone had the same goals in life: to lead a happy life, to be wealthy, healthy, travel around the world, stable job, earn enough money to retire early, have money to buy whatever things we want. well, that basically sums up a class of 20 people's dreams and maybe another 4 million other people's dreams as well. ok there was one who wanted to be a pilot and i thought that was pretty cool.
well, when it came to my turn, i think i just pawned all their asses. big time. this was kinda what i said regarding my goal in life: i want to try to bring about a change in this world no matter how insignificant that may be.
i think the prof was kinda impressed by it, although how sincere i could not tell cos he started calling me something like mr. hero or something. whatever the fuck it was supposed to mean.

i didn't say that simply for the sake of being different.

i meant every word i said.

maybe it's because of the starfish story.
or maybe i've been watching too much heroes.

-forgot my name at 12:31 AM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

how great it feels to go to sleep without worrying about what time you have to wake up on the morrow. life is beautiful.

-forgot my name at 5:21 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

wooohooooooo!!! it's over!!! whatever the outcome may be, at least i know there won't be any more exams for the rest of this year. at last a break from all this shit.

this guy's an inspiration man.

-forgot my name at 12:37 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

yatta!!! ac milan is through. oh it's so exciting. the same two teams as two years ago. wow.

-forgot my name at 9:09 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

yeah the latest addition to the tags on my board. everyone who's reading this, kindly go download or borrow or buy the dvd of this movie called "An Inconvenient Truth". it's a documentary. a revolutionary kind. well, at least pledge to watch the god damn show and refer it to as many peeps as you can of course. thanks.
it has gotta be the most thought-provoking, motivational, inspirational shit i've seen for the past year.

for more info, check it out here. oh did i mention that the whole documentary's done by Al Gore? and can someone tell me why this man is not the president of the United States? Bush is a giant douche man.

-forgot my name at 10:00 PM

all that's left now is for AC Milan to get to the finals. this is turning out to be all so interesting dammit. lol.

-forgot my name at 7:05 AM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

this is in response to the girly man thing. don't kill me for it.


-forgot my name at 2:13 AM

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