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damn it. it seems that i get sick rather often nowadays. i'm really wondering if my body can still take it. sorta remembered that i saw a doctor about 3 weeks ago and now i'm sick again. maybe it's about time i seriously give myself a rest i suppose.
somehow i can't seem to be able to maintain my previous level of physical endurance already. i used to be able to go for trainings and school lessons and still be able to do a bit of homework when i reach home. but nowadays, i just can't seem to do any shit once i reach home. i'll just fall asleep no matter where i am. and now i'm down with high fever just coz i got drenched in the rain on thursday. can't think now. will blog when i have time. damn.
-forgot my name at 9:15 PM
hmm...it's been hell of a long time since i blogged. my fault. just don't seem to have anything much to write about down here. my life's taken a big turn now it seems. but it's good anyway. don't really wanna elaborate too much on my private life coz it's private anyway.
i don't know whether i'm studying more now or am i slacking more nowadays. i stay in school to do work until about 8 or 9 almost everyday but it seems that i'm still lagging behind in my tutorials. does it really work for me? hmm...i don't know. all the tutorials are too mind shaggening for me it seems. starting to lose my grasp on the subjects already. gotta start working extra hard or i would be getting the same grades as what i got last year i think.
went to watch ndp parade just now. it's been the first time i ever went to such a thing i must say. it was rather cool as i don't really know why the hell i was doing there when i ain't even a singaporean. haha...it sounds dumb but it's true. sometimes i just cant help but wonder whether i feel more singaporean or more malaysian. i cant even sing the malaysia national anthem for nuts. dont even remember hearing it before in my whole life. damn...what kinda shitter am i. sometimes i just feel that i'm kinda like somewhere in between these 2 countries...my heart doesnt really belong to either country but one thing i could say is that my heart belongs with my family. that's probably the best explanation i could give anyone.
-forgot my name at 2:18 AM
somehow i can't seem to be able to maintain my previous level of physical endurance already. i used to be able to go for trainings and school lessons and still be able to do a bit of homework when i reach home. but nowadays, i just can't seem to do any shit once i reach home. i'll just fall asleep no matter where i am. and now i'm down with high fever just coz i got drenched in the rain on thursday. can't think now. will blog when i have time. damn.
-forgot my name at 9:15 PM
hmm...it's been hell of a long time since i blogged. my fault. just don't seem to have anything much to write about down here. my life's taken a big turn now it seems. but it's good anyway. don't really wanna elaborate too much on my private life coz it's private anyway.
i don't know whether i'm studying more now or am i slacking more nowadays. i stay in school to do work until about 8 or 9 almost everyday but it seems that i'm still lagging behind in my tutorials. does it really work for me? hmm...i don't know. all the tutorials are too mind shaggening for me it seems. starting to lose my grasp on the subjects already. gotta start working extra hard or i would be getting the same grades as what i got last year i think.
went to watch ndp parade just now. it's been the first time i ever went to such a thing i must say. it was rather cool as i don't really know why the hell i was doing there when i ain't even a singaporean. haha...it sounds dumb but it's true. sometimes i just cant help but wonder whether i feel more singaporean or more malaysian. i cant even sing the malaysia national anthem for nuts. dont even remember hearing it before in my whole life. damn...what kinda shitter am i. sometimes i just feel that i'm kinda like somewhere in between these 2 countries...my heart doesnt really belong to either country but one thing i could say is that my heart belongs with my family. that's probably the best explanation i could give anyone.
-forgot my name at 2:18 AM
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