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loves: life, music, photography.
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although it's been many months now, somehow that night just keeps replaying in my mind.
let's just say i was enchanted for the very first time in my life.
-forgot my name at 1:01 AM
i just watched Jackass 2 and for some weird reasons, i actually find a lotta things inside the show pretty cool and awesomely fun in a way. haha this is fucked.
-forgot my name at 10:40 PM
-forgot my name at 5:25 PM
-forgot my name at 1:02 AM
oh and thanks for the invite peej. i'm really flattered.
-forgot my name at 11:04 PM
sometimes i wonder if i should be at nus instead. why's the whole world gone to nus.
-forgot my name at 11:02 PM
is there some sort of disease which results in low mental activity? when i'm not talking, i'm stoning. when i ain't doing nothing, i'm stoning. that's pretty much all i do these days.
-forgot my name at 11:50 PM
i'm fading away.
-forgot my name at 11:57 PM
i still believe that as long as the feeling is right there ain't nothing that's impossible. what a loser.
-forgot my name at 9:43 PM
death w!thout remorse says:
why do you think it's your fault
it's weird i can't refute what he said. i never did say it's my fault but somehow i can't say it ain't mine either.
it's questions like these that make you question the very belief you hold. to make you realize how fragile and frail everything is. i'm not so mighty after all.
-forgot my name at 11:33 PM
http://f.chtah.com/i/14/496245957/cpn_40off_one_book_20070112_SG.html
it might be a lil late but this is a Borders' voucher with 40% off. take a look if you're interested.
-forgot my name at 7:02 PM
haven't been fervently blogging these days because i can't think of much intelligent stuff to say. i'm losing it.
on the other hand, it's interesting to know that A Song of Ice and Fire would be made into a TV series but there's this fear of disappointment nonetheless.
-forgot my name at 1:05 AM
somehow i ended up pretty happy today. maybe it's because we chanced upon Thaksin Shinawatra while shopping at Takashimaya today. or maybe it's because we saw a galore of supercars in front of mandarin hotel not long after. and by galore i mean like 7 Lamborghini, 2 Aston Martin, 2 Ferraris and 5 Porsche all parked along the road. i'm pretty happy nonetheless.
on a side note, Thaksin seems pretty amicable and nice to me. now i see why the Thais love him so. and hell why did i not take a photo with him. it could be one of the most remarkable achievements of my life. fuck.
-forgot my name at 1:18 AM
"'When David Beckham says: 'I'm not coming here for the money', you have to laugh, but when he says: 'I'm doing it for the children', I believe him.' " - David Hirshley, Executive Director of Harper Collins Books
-forgot my name at 10:03 PM
i need something to believe in.
-forgot my name at 4:16 PM
deep down i know i'm not because there's just too many things that are not being fulfilled.
it's a myriad of problems that are constituting to this atrophy of my mental state.
just like what guowen has said, ain't it just sad to be living in the hall with the laptop as your soul mate.
lies, deceit, nonchalantness shroud the vision.
self-worth and actual worth. i'm just a dirtbag after all.
-forgot my name at 4:09 AM
how pathetic can it get.
-forgot my name at 3:53 AM
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
u seem to have a minor case of depression
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
even tho i feel shitty alot i still have a firm grip on things
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
u macham fading away liddat leh
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
hold on
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
dun bust yr balls
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
u like trying to isolate yrself n drown in sorrow
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
i noe it has been a bad year for u man
well, i guess he's right. i'm losing it. everything.
no that's not an imaginary friend. that is someone on my msn list.
-forgot my name at 2:10 AM
i need to get a life.
-forgot my name at 3:37 AM
let's just say i was enchanted for the very first time in my life.
-forgot my name at 1:01 AM
i just watched Jackass 2 and for some weird reasons, i actually find a lotta things inside the show pretty cool and awesomely fun in a way. haha this is fucked.
-forgot my name at 10:40 PM
i need some warmth man. literally. ever since the moment i went to sleep i've been feeling cold. even under the sun. gimme some UV rays in my room damn it.
-forgot my name at 5:25 PM
idiopathic mental atrophy.
-forgot my name at 1:02 AM
oh and thanks for the invite peej. i'm really flattered.
-forgot my name at 11:04 PM
ah. the tigers have run out of luck but i'm very impressed by the performance nonetheless. :)
sometimes i wonder if i should be at nus instead. why's the whole world gone to nus.
-forgot my name at 11:02 PM
is there some sort of disease which results in low mental activity? when i'm not talking, i'm stoning. when i ain't doing nothing, i'm stoning. that's pretty much all i do these days.
-forgot my name at 11:50 PM
i'm fading away.
-forgot my name at 11:57 PM
it somehow dawned upon me that amongst all the practicality that i preach about, i'm still as impractical as i can get.
i still believe that as long as the feeling is right there ain't nothing that's impossible. what a loser.
-forgot my name at 9:43 PM
death w!thout remorse says:
why do you think it's your fault
it's weird i can't refute what he said. i never did say it's my fault but somehow i can't say it ain't mine either.
it's questions like these that make you question the very belief you hold. to make you realize how fragile and frail everything is. i'm not so mighty after all.
-forgot my name at 11:33 PM
http://f.chtah.com/i/14/496245957/cpn_40off_one_book_20070112_SG.html
it might be a lil late but this is a Borders' voucher with 40% off. take a look if you're interested.
-forgot my name at 7:02 PM
haven't been fervently blogging these days because i can't think of much intelligent stuff to say. i'm losing it.
on the other hand, it's interesting to know that A Song of Ice and Fire would be made into a TV series but there's this fear of disappointment nonetheless.
-forgot my name at 1:05 AM
somehow i ended up pretty happy today. maybe it's because we chanced upon Thaksin Shinawatra while shopping at Takashimaya today. or maybe it's because we saw a galore of supercars in front of mandarin hotel not long after. and by galore i mean like 7 Lamborghini, 2 Aston Martin, 2 Ferraris and 5 Porsche all parked along the road. i'm pretty happy nonetheless.
on a side note, Thaksin seems pretty amicable and nice to me. now i see why the Thais love him so. and hell why did i not take a photo with him. it could be one of the most remarkable achievements of my life. fuck.
-forgot my name at 1:18 AM
"'When David Beckham says: 'I'm not coming here for the money', you have to laugh, but when he says: 'I'm doing it for the children', I believe him.' " - David Hirshley, Executive Director of Harper Collins Books
-forgot my name at 10:03 PM
i need something to believe in.
-forgot my name at 4:16 PM
i'm so tired. of putting on a facade that i'm okay.
deep down i know i'm not because there's just too many things that are not being fulfilled.
it's a myriad of problems that are constituting to this atrophy of my mental state.
just like what guowen has said, ain't it just sad to be living in the hall with the laptop as your soul mate.
lies, deceit, nonchalantness shroud the vision.
self-worth and actual worth. i'm just a dirtbag after all.
-forgot my name at 4:09 AM
i've managed to do quite a few things for the past month, the most significant being reading 3 books in the month.
how pathetic can it get.
-forgot my name at 3:53 AM
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
u seem to have a minor case of depression
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
even tho i feel shitty alot i still have a firm grip on things
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
u macham fading away liddat leh
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
hold on
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
dun bust yr balls
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
u like trying to isolate yrself n drown in sorrow
consumed by senseless eternal void at the pinnacle of my decadance says:
i noe it has been a bad year for u man
well, i guess he's right. i'm losing it. everything.
no that's not an imaginary friend. that is someone on my msn list.
-forgot my name at 2:10 AM
i need to get a life.
-forgot my name at 3:37 AM
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