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Similarity?
the other day some malay guy in a BK outlet suddenly talked to me and said i looked kinda like the vocals of the band Hoobastank and i was like huh? no one ever told me that. neither have i thought that way before. maybe i was never really a great fan of Hoobastank but i'd prefer their previous album to this new one though. the previous one rocked. as to whether i look like that guy or that bugger look like me, it's up to you all to judge.
(i supposedly look like the guy on the left)
http://www.hoobastank.com/v5/photo_single.asp?cat=a6&id=p565
-forgot my name at 3:15 PM
-forgot my name at 2:01 PM
it's been over a month since i've ended my first relationship. come to think of it, it's kinda been around 2 months since i last saw her anyway. life's pretty much all the same everyday for me. shitty as usual. nothing much to look forward to in life. been tryin real hard to study everyday with no clue on whether i'd be able to do well for the actual exams at all. really wonder what i'm gonna do if i screw this whole shit up. probably my life is just screwed up the moment i was born. i'm just a simple guy who doesn't ask for much out of this life of mine. i just wish to be happy. is that all too much to ask for? life's a bitch.
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don�t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don�t know what it�s like
When nothing feels alright
You don�t know what it�s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you�re bleeding
No you don�t know what it�s like
When nothing feels alright
You don�t know what it�s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I�m happy
But I�m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don�t know what it�s like
What it�s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
-forgot my name at 6:10 PM
the other day some malay guy in a BK outlet suddenly talked to me and said i looked kinda like the vocals of the band Hoobastank and i was like huh? no one ever told me that. neither have i thought that way before. maybe i was never really a great fan of Hoobastank but i'd prefer their previous album to this new one though. the previous one rocked. as to whether i look like that guy or that bugger look like me, it's up to you all to judge.
(i supposedly look like the guy on the left)
http://www.hoobastank.com/v5/photo_single.asp?cat=a6&id=p565
-forgot my name at 3:15 PM
Unknown
just kinda felt that i haven't been blogging again. can't find the motivation to type about my daily happenings again. maybe it's because i've been doing the same shit again over and over again everyday that it's become too monotonous for me to blog about. haven't been studyin for the past 4 days. practically not at all. feel so screwed sometimes. about everything. studying never seemed too hard for me in primary school, why does it all become such a chore for me now? used to come back home everyday from school and just watch tv and sleep and eat and sleep... life's such a chore. maybe i might end up getting a 4-year jc course after all. the future seems so bleak.
-forgot my name at 2:01 PM
it's been over a month since i've ended my first relationship. come to think of it, it's kinda been around 2 months since i last saw her anyway. life's pretty much all the same everyday for me. shitty as usual. nothing much to look forward to in life. been tryin real hard to study everyday with no clue on whether i'd be able to do well for the actual exams at all. really wonder what i'm gonna do if i screw this whole shit up. probably my life is just screwed up the moment i was born. i'm just a simple guy who doesn't ask for much out of this life of mine. i just wish to be happy. is that all too much to ask for? life's a bitch.
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don�t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don�t know what it�s like
When nothing feels alright
You don�t know what it�s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you�re bleeding
No you don�t know what it�s like
When nothing feels alright
You don�t know what it�s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I�m happy
But I�m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don�t know what it�s like
What it�s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you�re down
To feel like you�ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one�s there to save you
No you don�t know what it�s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
-forgot my name at 6:10 PM
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