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Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
So if you're lonely
You know I'm here
Waiting for you
I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot away from you
If you leave here
You leave me broken
Shattered I lie
I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot then we can die
I know I won't be leaving here
With you
I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
I say you don't show
Don't move time is slow
I say... take me out
I say you don't know
You say you don't go
I say... take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this could die
I want you... to take me out
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
With you
I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
If I wait this could die
I wait this could die
I want you... to take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this could die
Come on
Take me out
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
With you
-forgot my name at 1:10 AM
Back
for those of you who do not know, i went to my grandparents' place at ipoh for the chinese new year. went there for about a week or so. from tuesday afternoon all the way to monday. probably the longest new year break my family has had cos every year we could only stay there for about 4 to 5 days at most due to limited school holidays. the new year is one of the reason why i don't wanna get a job cos i wanna enjoy this festive season totally.
as usual, the stay at ipoh was enjoyable with a capital E. haha. although it's the first time we're celebrating cny without my brother, it was pretty alright. wasn't as boring as i thought it would be. somehow i try to keep myself entertained by eating or simply watchin all the cartoons with my younger cousins (yawnz). being a more refined being, i shouldnt fight with the kids for the remote so i just watched whatever was on tv. basically can't remember much from the stay in ipoh. just know that there's always food to eat and beer to drink. it's like non-stop eating from the moment i wake up. every 2-3 hours or so there would be some meal ready or some snacks or whatever. it's just so overwhelming. some of the days my uncle would drive me and my parents around ipoh to basically survey the surroundings. the place is being developed so quickly i could hardly recognize the place at all. lots of private housing and commercial land has been set aside. all these comes at the cost of the beautiful trees and rock hills in the region (ipoh is basically a mountainous region with lots of forests and hills). somehow i have the feeling my uncle wants my parents to move back to ipoh and probably choose a suitable site to relocate their shop or even set up a bigger one. it ain't that bad an idea i suppose. after all, most of my relatives are over there and they could look out for one another if anything does happen.
my uncle is still interested in getting me to help him out at his business it seems. it ain't that bad an idea cos i'm interested in whatever he's doing too. somehow there are still things which i can't leave behind. if i go, it means i'll be going over to stay in ipoh for several months and i'll worry bout my parents no doubt cos my brother's already gone off and i'm the only one left over here who can take care of them so it's a hard decision. i'll see how i suppose. it's about time i start to do something really constructive in my life. oh and workin for my uncle sure brings about lots of benefits. he's offered to bring me to US when he's goin there for a business trip in the next few months. he ain't that good with engwish so i gotta go there and help him crap with those american asses. at least there's something i could look forward to for the rest of the year before goin into university. erm...if i do get into one that is. parents are still not for the idea that i work for my uncle or whatever and suspend my studies for now. i don't know which is a better choice. i'll just hafta leave it as it is for the moment. after all, one can never be too sure bout the future.
hmm...today went for drivin lesson and had a pre-test for driving. it seems that i've gotta pass the pre-test before the driving centre allows me to take the actual test by the traffic police. the test was like yawnz. passed it without much effort. was rather nervous tho. got 93/100 (",) somehow forgot to change the gear from 2nd gear back to first gear altho i stopped the car. first time i ever done that. felt so dumb when the instructor reminded me. the test took lest than 15 minutes i think. the instructor didn't even let me finish the whole test route, just basically did bout 1/3 of the route and he said it's enough. yea anyway gotta book my test date then i could get my probational driving license soon. driving doesn't seem so hard after all.
-forgot my name at 2:05 AM
Blink 182 - Story Of A Lonely Guy
Push it out, fake a smile
Avert disaster, just in time
I need a drink, cause in a while
Worthless answers from friends in mind
It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore
Girls possess me, but they're never mine
I made my entrance, avoided hazards
Checked my engine, I fell behind
I fell behind
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause I'm just a fuckin boy
Remember when I was in the grocery store, now's my time
Lost my words, lost my nerve, lost the girl, left a line
I would wish upon a star, but that star it doesn't shine
So read my book with a boring ending
A short story of a lonely guy
I fell behind
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause I'm just a fuckin boy
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause I'm still just a stupid worthless boy
-forgot my name at 10:10 PM
i'm losing it.
-forgot my name at 3:27 PM
went for another driving lesson today. totally fucked myself up. drove like totally fucked. even the instructor said so. guess i performed even worse than the first driving lesson. how wonderful. and i'll be having a pre-test on 17th Feb and i only have one more lesson this sat to practise. yawnz. knew such a thing would happen today. too much shit happened yesterday and i totally had problems deciding what to do on the road. today's session was totally wasted. maybe i should try and grab hold of my dad's car and go for a spin or something.
for those of you who follows the anime on central, hellsing just ended yesterday. some new anime called kiddy grade is up. wonder what the whole storyline is all about. hope it's nice. probably i'll catch it later tonight and then decide on whether i wanna continue watchin it. hellsing was cool by my standards. seemed kinda sick at first with all the blood-spilling, head-bursting, blood-sucking scenes. after watchin for several episode, it ain't that bad. at least there's a storyline, or they're tryin really hard to come up with one. who cares bout the storyline when the characters are so awesome.
i'm just plain intrigued by vampires and other supernatural stuff. isn't it cool to be a vampire? immortality would be nice. at least i would have plenty of time to complete whatever i wanna do. after i've done all the things i wanna do in this world, then maybe i'll devote the rest of my life to committing suicide since there's nothing to live for anyway. who cares about the aspect of immortality whereby friends die one after another but you still live on. with reunion comes farewell. there has to be a time where everyone leaves and lead their own simple life. even after they die, you could always attempt to make new friends. how hard could it be?
if only life was as simple as that.
-forgot my name at 9:30 PM
-forgot my name at 10:38 AM
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Fortune Faded
They say at chess you've got to kill the queen
And then you've made it��
Do you?
A funny thing, a king that gets himself
Assassinated��
Hey now, every time I loose��
Altitude��
You took the town by storm
Now the mess you made is nominated��
Do you?
Now put away your welcome,
Soon you'll find you've overstayed it
Hey now, every time I loose��
Altitude��
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Never mind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
To medicate this state of mind,
You'll find is overrated��
Do you?
You saw it all come down and now
Its time to imitate it��
Hey now, every time I loose��
Altitude��
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Nevermind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
Come on God, do I seem bulletproof?
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Nevermind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Nevermind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
kinda addicted to red hot chili peppers nowadays. the vocal guy is like hot. (",)
had another session of driving today. not bad for a one and a half hour session. although i just drove round the circuit course throughout. did 3231564984 times of going up slope, parallel parking and 3-point turn. at least i got familiar with how to do all those stuff and it shdn't be a prob when i take the test. the instructor made me drive from the driving centre back home cos it's just like a less-than-ten-minute drive back to my place. it's probably the first time i've ever drove on a main road before. it's like cool. i wasn't really shaky and all but i was pretty relaxed and the ride was smooth all the way. tomorrow i'm gonna be doing the two different routes that could be tested. means i'll get the chance to hit the road again. wow. probably my instructor's gonna let me drive from home to the driving centre when she picks me up from my house tomorrow. cool.
-forgot my name at 1:34 AM
So if you're lonely
You know I'm here
Waiting for you
I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot away from you
If you leave here
You leave me broken
Shattered I lie
I'm just a cross-hair
I'm just a shot then we can die
I know I won't be leaving here
With you
I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
I say you don't show
Don't move time is slow
I say... take me out
I say you don't know
You say you don't go
I say... take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this could die
I want you... to take me out
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
With you
I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
If I wait this could die
I wait this could die
I want you... to take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this could die
Come on
Take me out
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
I know I won't be leaving here
With you
-forgot my name at 1:10 AM
Back
for those of you who do not know, i went to my grandparents' place at ipoh for the chinese new year. went there for about a week or so. from tuesday afternoon all the way to monday. probably the longest new year break my family has had cos every year we could only stay there for about 4 to 5 days at most due to limited school holidays. the new year is one of the reason why i don't wanna get a job cos i wanna enjoy this festive season totally.
as usual, the stay at ipoh was enjoyable with a capital E. haha. although it's the first time we're celebrating cny without my brother, it was pretty alright. wasn't as boring as i thought it would be. somehow i try to keep myself entertained by eating or simply watchin all the cartoons with my younger cousins (yawnz). being a more refined being, i shouldnt fight with the kids for the remote so i just watched whatever was on tv. basically can't remember much from the stay in ipoh. just know that there's always food to eat and beer to drink. it's like non-stop eating from the moment i wake up. every 2-3 hours or so there would be some meal ready or some snacks or whatever. it's just so overwhelming. some of the days my uncle would drive me and my parents around ipoh to basically survey the surroundings. the place is being developed so quickly i could hardly recognize the place at all. lots of private housing and commercial land has been set aside. all these comes at the cost of the beautiful trees and rock hills in the region (ipoh is basically a mountainous region with lots of forests and hills). somehow i have the feeling my uncle wants my parents to move back to ipoh and probably choose a suitable site to relocate their shop or even set up a bigger one. it ain't that bad an idea i suppose. after all, most of my relatives are over there and they could look out for one another if anything does happen.
my uncle is still interested in getting me to help him out at his business it seems. it ain't that bad an idea cos i'm interested in whatever he's doing too. somehow there are still things which i can't leave behind. if i go, it means i'll be going over to stay in ipoh for several months and i'll worry bout my parents no doubt cos my brother's already gone off and i'm the only one left over here who can take care of them so it's a hard decision. i'll see how i suppose. it's about time i start to do something really constructive in my life. oh and workin for my uncle sure brings about lots of benefits. he's offered to bring me to US when he's goin there for a business trip in the next few months. he ain't that good with engwish so i gotta go there and help him crap with those american asses. at least there's something i could look forward to for the rest of the year before goin into university. erm...if i do get into one that is. parents are still not for the idea that i work for my uncle or whatever and suspend my studies for now. i don't know which is a better choice. i'll just hafta leave it as it is for the moment. after all, one can never be too sure bout the future.
hmm...today went for drivin lesson and had a pre-test for driving. it seems that i've gotta pass the pre-test before the driving centre allows me to take the actual test by the traffic police. the test was like yawnz. passed it without much effort. was rather nervous tho. got 93/100 (",) somehow forgot to change the gear from 2nd gear back to first gear altho i stopped the car. first time i ever done that. felt so dumb when the instructor reminded me. the test took lest than 15 minutes i think. the instructor didn't even let me finish the whole test route, just basically did bout 1/3 of the route and he said it's enough. yea anyway gotta book my test date then i could get my probational driving license soon. driving doesn't seem so hard after all.
-forgot my name at 2:05 AM
Blink 182 - Story Of A Lonely Guy
Push it out, fake a smile
Avert disaster, just in time
I need a drink, cause in a while
Worthless answers from friends in mind
It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore
Girls possess me, but they're never mine
I made my entrance, avoided hazards
Checked my engine, I fell behind
I fell behind
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause I'm just a fuckin boy
Remember when I was in the grocery store, now's my time
Lost my words, lost my nerve, lost the girl, left a line
I would wish upon a star, but that star it doesn't shine
So read my book with a boring ending
A short story of a lonely guy
I fell behind
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause I'm just a fuckin boy
She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause I'm still just a stupid worthless boy
-forgot my name at 10:10 PM
i'm losing it.
-forgot my name at 3:27 PM
went for another driving lesson today. totally fucked myself up. drove like totally fucked. even the instructor said so. guess i performed even worse than the first driving lesson. how wonderful. and i'll be having a pre-test on 17th Feb and i only have one more lesson this sat to practise. yawnz. knew such a thing would happen today. too much shit happened yesterday and i totally had problems deciding what to do on the road. today's session was totally wasted. maybe i should try and grab hold of my dad's car and go for a spin or something.
for those of you who follows the anime on central, hellsing just ended yesterday. some new anime called kiddy grade is up. wonder what the whole storyline is all about. hope it's nice. probably i'll catch it later tonight and then decide on whether i wanna continue watchin it. hellsing was cool by my standards. seemed kinda sick at first with all the blood-spilling, head-bursting, blood-sucking scenes. after watchin for several episode, it ain't that bad. at least there's a storyline, or they're tryin really hard to come up with one. who cares bout the storyline when the characters are so awesome.
i'm just plain intrigued by vampires and other supernatural stuff. isn't it cool to be a vampire? immortality would be nice. at least i would have plenty of time to complete whatever i wanna do. after i've done all the things i wanna do in this world, then maybe i'll devote the rest of my life to committing suicide since there's nothing to live for anyway. who cares about the aspect of immortality whereby friends die one after another but you still live on. with reunion comes farewell. there has to be a time where everyone leaves and lead their own simple life. even after they die, you could always attempt to make new friends. how hard could it be?
if only life was as simple as that.
-forgot my name at 9:30 PM
Developed Right Bias
You scored 66 %Lefty and 73 %Righty!
With more artistic and creative flare, you are probably good at sports, and have good spatial awareness. Tempered with a pretty good ability to rationalise things. You are more of a big picture person, and less interested in the details. And you probably prefer spontenaity over careful planning.
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=8956862395592315116
-forgot my name at 10:38 AM
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Fortune Faded
They say at chess you've got to kill the queen
And then you've made it��
Do you?
A funny thing, a king that gets himself
Assassinated��
Hey now, every time I loose��
Altitude��
You took the town by storm
Now the mess you made is nominated��
Do you?
Now put away your welcome,
Soon you'll find you've overstayed it
Hey now, every time I loose��
Altitude��
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Never mind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
To medicate this state of mind,
You'll find is overrated��
Do you?
You saw it all come down and now
Its time to imitate it��
Hey now, every time I loose��
Altitude��
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Nevermind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
Come on God, do I seem bulletproof?
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Nevermind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
So divine, hell of an elevator,
All the while, my fortune faded,
Nevermind the consequences of my
Wildest time, my fortune faded��
kinda addicted to red hot chili peppers nowadays. the vocal guy is like hot. (",)
had another session of driving today. not bad for a one and a half hour session. although i just drove round the circuit course throughout. did 3231564984 times of going up slope, parallel parking and 3-point turn. at least i got familiar with how to do all those stuff and it shdn't be a prob when i take the test. the instructor made me drive from the driving centre back home cos it's just like a less-than-ten-minute drive back to my place. it's probably the first time i've ever drove on a main road before. it's like cool. i wasn't really shaky and all but i was pretty relaxed and the ride was smooth all the way. tomorrow i'm gonna be doing the two different routes that could be tested. means i'll get the chance to hit the road again. wow. probably my instructor's gonna let me drive from home to the driving centre when she picks me up from my house tomorrow. cool.
-forgot my name at 1:34 AM
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