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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

ah ok this is gonna be another quickie. i just woke up bout an hour ago after skipping two of my early morning lectures. i'm just too lazy and can't be bothered about going for lectures. i don't learn as much as i should from lectures i have no idea why. i do learn a bit of stuff here and there every now and then. but i'm not the sit down there and listen to the bugger talk crap kinda guy so pardon me. trying to solve the physics questions on my tutorial which are getting more and more mind boggling in my own opinion. maybe i'm just getting more and more stupid i don't know. i think my english is getting more and more shittified. the chinese influence here is overwhelming man. i oughta start blogging to keep my english frame of mind working or else i'm gonna fail this module called effective communication next semester. fucked.

-forgot my name at 11:15 AM

Monday, August 29, 2005

ok here's a quick one. it's getting really late and i ought to wake up at like 730 tomorrow morning. fucked.
i haven't been watching excessive porn in hall and wanking myself dry so that is not the main reason why i've not been blogging diligently like last time. it's just that i only got my laptop like two weeks back and ever since two weeks ago i've been pretty much occupied with a whole lotta stuff like my bro's departure back to canada and sorting out the programs i should install on my laptop and networking my laptop with my current desktop. my bro's reached canada last monday and it's pretty lonely again down here. damn.
have been enjoying hall life as much as i possibly could. trying to mug hard for the upcoming quizzes which could be any fucking time from now and i've already flunked my first maths quiz. don't ask me how. i just did. i've sorted out my thinkings about hockey and academic i suppose. the notion of getting into the first team in ntu doesn't entice me as much as getting a first class or second-upper class honors at the end of the four years so i'm just like gonna be passively going for trainings every now and then. there ain't really much time to go for trainings and still maintain a balanced lifestyle with your hall mates. there's too much activities going on around me all the time that i can only find time to sleep in the wee hours of the night. after all, your hall mates are the people whom you'd be seeing and eating with for most of the time so i should spend more time kissing their asses rather than going for hockey shagging my butt off. haha. till next time. see ya.

-forgot my name at 2:11 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005

shamans witches magic.

man. i didn't book in tonight. haha. shall do so tomorrow morning then. hope i won't be late for lesson. fuck the first lesson is a tutorial which means i can't pon. ok. shall be geeky and dorky tomorrow then.
kinda finished most of my tutorial for the coming week except for physics which would be due on thursday. i'll find some time to finish it over the next couple of days. i hope there ain't gonna be no maths quiz or anything tomorrow man. my complex numbers is like fucking lousy. been playing warcraft 3 just now. can you believe it. this is the first time i've beaten the computer. i'm elated nonetheless. i totally suck at this sorta strategy game man. gimme some no brainer games please.

-forgot my name at 12:01 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

you never know you've stepped on shit till you've taken a step back.

-forgot my name at 4:46 PM

am i more than you bargained for.

man. i just looked back at some of the stuff on friendster. brings back great memories of school days with the buncha guys. gotta try to get their ass out someday.
fall out boy and hidden in plain view pretty much rocks my house these couple of days. i thought fall out boy's some gay ass band. apparently i was wrong again. my mistake. time for math shit.

-forgot my name at 3:03 AM

frost bite on my heart.

ah. another peaceful saturday. kinda not that bad to have a peaceful weekend at home especially when you ain't been at home for like the past 4 or 5 days. so it's good in a way. been spending far too much recently. time to curb my spendings.
spent my whole day in front of my comp somehow. was playing this game and that but just can't seem to find the interest to focus on any single game. playing games like warcraft, cs, fifa, morrowind. none of which lasts over an hour. so that's pretty shitty. started on my second math tutorial finally. damn lots of shit i haven't learnt before back in jc days. damn so much of the syllabus is related to F maths and yet they dare to say they don't require us to have F maths background. i'm barely surviving with all the shit expressions and formulaes. and i have a totally cannot make it tutor who assumes we all know everything and just teaches the bare minimum on almost everything. i'm gonna die. that's like so fucked.
i've been over-eating at home i realized. can't seem to stop eating. been munching on chips, biscuits and every other thing for the whole day. i wonder if i am gonna put on a few kg just over this couple of days. that's gonna be so fucked man. it's sunday already. time just flies by man. gonna hafta get back to the hall again soon. damn.

-forgot my name at 12:49 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

a loaded gun complex, cock it and pull it.

it was a great week at school. as i've said earlier in my previous post or did i say it at all i can't remember. i made a few new friends around my block. my two neighbours are especially worth mentioning. cos we somehow just click together pretty well. that's what i think of course. ain't sure bout what they think of it but it should be pretty much along the same way cos we're like hanging out together most of the time.
i came back home on wednesday and they went over to my room to try and get me out for supper so it was quite a waste. but i did went for supper with the two of them yesterday night. pretty cool. they're pretty much like some slackers but cool and brainy. one of them pretty much reminds me of fanglong if you do know who he is. one of those guys who's got a darn cool look and attitude but once you get to know him well enough, he's like a total joker. haha. my neighbour really looks cool la and i think he looks pretty cute when he laughs and all. haha. anyway the three of us has basically set a goal for ourselves. cos we're like one of the few around the block who did not join in the hall orientation camp and we're pretty much being left out of everything. it ain't because we ain't friendly or anything man. we walk right over say hi, talk to them etc but when they have orientation group supper or anything they didn't even bother to just ask whether we wanted to join in when we were just sitting outside at the sofa talking cork singing song. that has kinda pissed the three of us off la. i don't know why. we're just like being left out somehow. so we've decided to show them what we are capable of by proving our worth in the inter-block games and stuff. one of em's a soccer player for his school previously so he should be pretty good and i played hockey before whereas the other one...he just is funny la. haha. at least there's something to look forward to when i get back to hall. awesome.

-forgot my name at 1:20 AM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

crack pipes.

ah man. it's been a fruitful three days i've had in ntu i can say. why? cos i've sorta like made a couple more new friends over these few days. mainly because of the block supper our block had last night. so everyone just sorta mingled around and i got to talk to a few of the guys here and there and it was pretty cool. most of the people's doing common engineering course so there's like people to go to lesson with for now. the pon lecture part would probably come later. haha. oh yeah and everyone's just pretty friendly with one another here and there la. just talked a lot of cork and basically keep fucking the lecturer amongst ourselves. it's dumb la. what else. guys are like this anyway. i mean what other intelligent things could we talk about other than sex. ah i'm pretty much tired and sick of my room mate more and more. cos he's like always asking me this asking me that. man. it ain't that i don't wanna be his friend you know. but he's like more naggy than my parents can. knn. fuck it la. i'mma enjoy my life in ntu with or without him. yay. loads of tutorials to be done. i'm pretty much settled down already. at least i don't lose my way in school every two days and i've bought all the books i oughta buy. yeah so bring em on baby!

-forgot my name at 12:56 AM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

break free.

came across this thing which makes sense to me. i wonder if it does to you. so just check it.
http://www.downhillbattle.org/reasons/

-forgot my name at 7:59 PM

Monday, August 01, 2005

sing along no matter what.

flying cricket again. fuck. i'm off to sleep.

-forgot my name at 2:52 AM

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