Saturday, November 19, 2005

i'm sorry people. was gonna blog on my birthday which was the 12th but my internet connection was down. but oh well. it makes no matter. i had a peaceful birthday at home. no celebrations whatsoever. just me being at home doing things i felt comfortable. everything was cool. a handful of people wished me happy birthday thru my malaysia number which was comforting cos i wasn't really expecting it from some of them and it was nice. as for the rest of the people whom i did not receive a happy birthday msg from, i just treat it that they sent the sms to my singapore number which is possibly the case and by the time i'm back i was not able to receive those sms anymore so oh well. knowing nothing is better than knowing it all after all. =) didn't receive any fanciful presents this year and it was surprising that i actually got something. a card and a pair of keychains from two different people. thanks a lot! you know who you are. sounds pathetic but true. i only have that little friends. haha oh well.
and special thanks to arthur who really warmed my heart with that birthday greetings of his. i was really touched by what he says. -sobs- i never expected him to remember my birthday. man. that is one helluva gay partner. =)

-forgot my name at 7:27 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

i can't break away from these chains to my heart.

here i am. bound by my own shackles. without a key. no idea how to get out of this mess. yet these chains are the only things that have kept me firm all these while.

-forgot my name at 4:38 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

with each passing day, i'm stepping further and further into this trap. i gotta pull myself outta this shit.
-forgot my name at 9:21 AM