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isn't it amazing how a simple message could make your day? yeah despite the dark clouds and rain, it's a beautiful day :) my tutorials are still piling up. argh.
-forgot my name at 6:36 PM
oh crap. my academic life is in a mess. maybe it's time i started using my brains.
-forgot my name at 10:52 PM
first time i've seen a live pink fluffy rabbit around. interesting ain't it. too bad i didn't have my camera with me or else i would've posted its pic. shop owner says it's imported from new guinea and it's rather cheap actually. it looks so pink you wouldn't believe that it's real.
on another note, my friggin toenail has pus oozing out every so often and there's this constant throbbing pain. damn.
-forgot my name at 6:15 PM
can't seem to get to sleep so i thought i'd blog surf a lil. ended up surfing through my own blog most of the time. browsed through my july entries and i realised there's a lotta long entries but most of which are crap.
everything seems to have taken a sharp turn within that short span of time. nothing's for sure in life. i'm glad with the way things are and i'm contented for now. i may sound evil and harsh in my words and it may be in stark contrary to my earlier entries, it makes no matter. it is but a way of dealing with the situation that is given to me. call it self-denial, call it escapism. it is just me. yes, some memories can never be forgotten but at least i don't remember anything from the past.
after one year and i'm still contemplating whether to join the ntu hockey team. the IBG win has definitely boosted my morale a lil but it takes much more than that to make me want to play at such a competitive level again. am thoroughly amazed that i still have that lil bit of touch left in me after so long. i'm so looking forward to playing on the pitch again in 7 hours time :)
-forgot my name at 2:48 AM
stubbed toenail, pocked forehead, it makes no matter. i've done my best and we fully deserved the win.
-forgot my name at 11:16 AM
3 consecutive starless nights.
sat at the steps and gazed into the sky after the run and it felt so awfully good. the song 'wish you were here' just came to my mind as i sat there, i wonder who i wished to be there. nah. i was perspiring profusely then. a wrong atmosphere.
one thing i like about my room is the night view over here. you can just stone on and on. ;)
-forgot my name at 2:02 AM
a great meal with great company always makes my day :)
a chapter of my life has ended. i have no wish to revisit it again. conclusion: disgusted.
-forgot my name at 10:48 PM
it's interesting to find out that there are a couple of bloggers out there who stumbled upon this miserable site and found some sense in the rantings i've made.
i'm really flattered that they think that i dealt with the july situation pretty well. i could've done much better i suppose. i took too long to see sense. to see what kinda person you are. yes, selfish. yes, blind old me. oh well, you're outta the picture already so it makes no matter anymore.
one thing i don't get is how you can still make yourself sound like you've been suffering a lot over what you probably did. just how long more are you gonna victimize yourself. that's just gross. there's no sorry that could remedy the whole situation. you know it better than i do.
-forgot my name at 10:24 PM
-forgot my name at 9:44 PM
let the sun, the rain, the sand, the blood, the sweat and tears wash away all the thoughts from my mind.
i'm burnt but i'm happy. very happy.
-forgot my name at 10:59 PM
moody.
-forgot my name at 12:57 AM
sorry but i think i've been laying low for too long. maybe it's time i do something about this whole situation. maybe it's time i made a difference.
-forgot my name at 3:42 AM
been helluva long time since i last clubbed and it was a wonderful night i must say.
-forgot my name at 2:04 PM
when all the love has gone bad, all that is left is hate.
-forgot my name at 3:15 AM
-forgot my name at 3:05 AM
ain't really got the mood to blog these days. there's so many things i wanna say but i don't know what to say about all those. a lot has happened from one week of camp. not all are good but everything's still great in my opinion.
ain't gonna go too much into inter-personal relationships in hall. it's just crap. there's much more to life than politics and gathering supporters to stand with you.
getting more and more lethargic these days it seems. i'm just trying to get by with everything. nothing much to hope for in the days to come. been trying to find time to sort out my thoughts about a lot of things but ain't got time alone to do so. everyday there's someone coming to my room and it's always endless chatting somehow. not that i don't like it but i wouldn't mind some nice quiet time like now.
they say i probably shouldn't be so harsh in my attitude. we probably still can be friends. i don't know. actually there's something i wanna say to you all along. probably it's some suppressed anger shit and it may not be politically correct to say it to you i don't know. but i just wanna say: fuck you bitch. you know what you've done to me.
-forgot my name at 1:25 AM
why the anger? i don't know. it just felt right that way. after all, i have the right to be ain't it not. i'm not the bastard this time around, you're the bitch.
-forgot my name at 11:14 AM
-forgot my name at 6:36 PM
oh crap. my academic life is in a mess. maybe it's time i started using my brains.
-forgot my name at 10:52 PM
first time i've seen a live pink fluffy rabbit around. interesting ain't it. too bad i didn't have my camera with me or else i would've posted its pic. shop owner says it's imported from new guinea and it's rather cheap actually. it looks so pink you wouldn't believe that it's real.
on another note, my friggin toenail has pus oozing out every so often and there's this constant throbbing pain. damn.
-forgot my name at 6:15 PM
can't seem to get to sleep so i thought i'd blog surf a lil. ended up surfing through my own blog most of the time. browsed through my july entries and i realised there's a lotta long entries but most of which are crap.
everything seems to have taken a sharp turn within that short span of time. nothing's for sure in life. i'm glad with the way things are and i'm contented for now. i may sound evil and harsh in my words and it may be in stark contrary to my earlier entries, it makes no matter. it is but a way of dealing with the situation that is given to me. call it self-denial, call it escapism. it is just me. yes, some memories can never be forgotten but at least i don't remember anything from the past.
after one year and i'm still contemplating whether to join the ntu hockey team. the IBG win has definitely boosted my morale a lil but it takes much more than that to make me want to play at such a competitive level again. am thoroughly amazed that i still have that lil bit of touch left in me after so long. i'm so looking forward to playing on the pitch again in 7 hours time :)
-forgot my name at 2:48 AM
stubbed toenail, pocked forehead, it makes no matter. i've done my best and we fully deserved the win.
-forgot my name at 11:16 AM
3 consecutive starless nights.
sat at the steps and gazed into the sky after the run and it felt so awfully good. the song 'wish you were here' just came to my mind as i sat there, i wonder who i wished to be there. nah. i was perspiring profusely then. a wrong atmosphere.
one thing i like about my room is the night view over here. you can just stone on and on. ;)
-forgot my name at 2:02 AM
a great meal with great company always makes my day :)
a chapter of my life has ended. i have no wish to revisit it again. conclusion: disgusted.
-forgot my name at 10:48 PM
it's interesting to find out that there are a couple of bloggers out there who stumbled upon this miserable site and found some sense in the rantings i've made.
i'm really flattered that they think that i dealt with the july situation pretty well. i could've done much better i suppose. i took too long to see sense. to see what kinda person you are. yes, selfish. yes, blind old me. oh well, you're outta the picture already so it makes no matter anymore.
one thing i don't get is how you can still make yourself sound like you've been suffering a lot over what you probably did. just how long more are you gonna victimize yourself. that's just gross. there's no sorry that could remedy the whole situation. you know it better than i do.
-forgot my name at 10:24 PM
ok. i'm desperate. who wanna watch click please contact me. argh i need some freaking company to watch the show!
-forgot my name at 9:44 PM
let the sun, the rain, the sand, the blood, the sweat and tears wash away all the thoughts from my mind.
i'm burnt but i'm happy. very happy.
-forgot my name at 10:59 PM
moody.
-forgot my name at 12:57 AM
sorry but i think i've been laying low for too long. maybe it's time i do something about this whole situation. maybe it's time i made a difference.
-forgot my name at 3:42 AM
been helluva long time since i last clubbed and it was a wonderful night i must say.
-forgot my name at 2:04 PM
when all the love has gone bad, all that is left is hate.
-forgot my name at 3:15 AM
oh well. life's a bitch.
-forgot my name at 3:05 AM
ain't really got the mood to blog these days. there's so many things i wanna say but i don't know what to say about all those. a lot has happened from one week of camp. not all are good but everything's still great in my opinion.
ain't gonna go too much into inter-personal relationships in hall. it's just crap. there's much more to life than politics and gathering supporters to stand with you.
getting more and more lethargic these days it seems. i'm just trying to get by with everything. nothing much to hope for in the days to come. been trying to find time to sort out my thoughts about a lot of things but ain't got time alone to do so. everyday there's someone coming to my room and it's always endless chatting somehow. not that i don't like it but i wouldn't mind some nice quiet time like now.
they say i probably shouldn't be so harsh in my attitude. we probably still can be friends. i don't know. actually there's something i wanna say to you all along. probably it's some suppressed anger shit and it may not be politically correct to say it to you i don't know. but i just wanna say: fuck you bitch. you know what you've done to me.
-forgot my name at 1:25 AM
why the anger? i don't know. it just felt right that way. after all, i have the right to be ain't it not. i'm not the bastard this time around, you're the bitch.
-forgot my name at 11:14 AM
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