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sometimes, hope, is a terrible thing to have.
-forgot my name at 1:15 PM
was bored outta my mind so i went to do some personality tests. did the myers-briggs personality test and i'm supposedly a INTJ type.
here's some characteristics of the INTJ type: loner, more interested in intellectual pursuits than relationships or family, not very altruistic, not very complimentary, would rather be friendless than jobless, observer, values solitude, perfectionist, detached, private, not much fun, hidden, skeptical, does not tend to like most people, socially uncomfortable, not physically affectionate, unhappy, does not talk about feelings, hard to impress, analytical, likes esoteric things, tends to be pessimistic, not spontaneous, prone to discontentment, guarded, does not think they are weird but others do, responsible, can be insensitive or ambivalent to the misfortunes of others, orderly, clean, organized, familiar with darkside, tends not to value organized religion, suspicious of others, can be lonely, rarely shows anger, punctual, finisher, prepared
lol. man i sure sound like a grouchy freak. seriously i prefer this other version which describes the INTJ personality type. check it out over here: http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/intj.htm
http://fuzzy.snakeden.org/intj/
-forgot my name at 3:32 AM
ah. haven't blogged much. nothing pretty much happened. just hidin offline most of the time cos there ain't nobody i feel like talking to. finished watching the first season of prison break. kinda cool but it gets boring as most of the plot unfold towards the end. still a nice show nonetheless. the all american rejects have come up with a nice mtv for their latest hit 'it ends tonight'. catch it if you have a chance to. i thought the jamming underneath the firework display was pretty impressive. oh well.
-forgot my name at 2:18 AM
sometimes there are just so many things i wanna say over here yet there are repercussions to all of them so i shan't say it. no it ain't bad, it's just something that i don't know how else or rather who else to put it across to.
haven't there been times when there's this voice in your head that's like constantly talking? sometimes this voice speaks so fast that i can't remember all of what it's talking about but i do get the main points. it's probably like an inner debate or something whichever way you wanna call it. it's but a way of rationalising things within me.
i used to think that i'm someone to fall in love easily. someone who would be easily be moved as long as a member of the opposite sex treats me a tad better. guess i'm wrong. it ain't easy, it never is. i have no idea what kinda girl i like but i'll know when i see one. well, there are a lot more other factors to consider other than a pretty face. repercussions of thy actions, however small they may be.
-forgot my name at 3:30 AM
"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.
Sinc we're on the subject.
Remember, Remember
The fifth of November,
The gunpowder treason and plot.
I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.
We are told to remember the idea, not the man. Because a man can fail. He can be killed and forgotten. But four hundred years later an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed firsthand the power of ideas. I've seen people kill in the name of them; and die defending them. But you cannot touch an idea, cannot hold it or kiss it. An idea does not bleed, it cannot feel pain, and it does not love. And it is not an idea that I miss, it is a man. A man who made me remember the fifth of November. A man I will never forget."
don't know how many of you caught the show V for Vendetta that time. just some memorable quotes from the show or the graphic novel itself that's worth remembering.
-forgot my name at 8:42 PM
i never saw that coming man. didn't expect a thing like that to happen in Thai no matter how much dissent there seemed to be over there. well, let's just wait and see if the so-called 'unity' would be restored to the people after the coup.
-forgot my name at 3:28 AM
-forgot my name at 2:13 AM
well, haven't been blogging for quite a bit this week. nothing much out of the ordinary except for the fluke of the two quizzes this week so let's not talk about that. term break's coming so it's time to relak a lil as well as catch up on my other modules that i've neglected since the start of the sem. oh well. no more mapling for me, finally someone who wants it. not a very good price in my opinion but ain't that bad either. maybe it's time to start another one. lol.
-forgot my name at 7:39 PM
i'm supposed to be studying for the crap quiz on the morrow yet i can't seem to put my mind to studying. it ain't really that much materials for me to go through but the pace at which i'm going is amazingly slow. my mind keeps wandering from this to that and then from that to this again.
well, let's just say shit happens :)
-forgot my name at 1:03 AM
are you living for that illustrious louis vuitton bag? or is it that pair of prada shoes that you've been eyeing on for ages? could it be that you're living for the day when you can shop till you drop in paris?
does all that matter?
what are you living for?
-forgot my name at 2:15 AM
-forgot my name at 2:02 AM
well, i ain't a fan of xiaxue but i just so happened to go to her site and read a couple of entries. there's something that sorta pissed me off real bad. the part where she made jokes about steve irwin. i ain't no fan of irwin i must admit, but at least i acknowledge the contributions he's made towards converving the wildlife and the efforts made to educate the young about the animals.
oh crap. she just proved herself to be a no-brain-bitch once again.
-forgot my name at 8:58 PM
-forgot my name at 3:10 AM
purely inspirational :)
-forgot my name at 12:12 AM
-forgot my name at 1:49 AM
岁月了无痕。
凄风溅衣裳，
疾心伴终年。
-forgot my name at 1:48 AM
surprisingly, i feel good today. generally good :)
-forgot my name at 1:17 AM
isn't it amazing what you can find on google?
sometimes you try so hard to look for something yet you can never find it. when you have given up looking for it, it simply pops out.
i think i have an interesting name. well, at least there's something new to read about me every once in a while.
let's just say this is gonna be a bad week again.
oh well. shit happens all the time i suppose.
-forgot my name at 2:41 AM
ah crap. the next two week's gonna be shit man. all the quizzes coming up and so many of my tutorials are still left undone. time to get my ass moving. argh.
-forgot my name at 11:10 AM
mood this week has been pretty bad. i don't know why. it ain't always bad but just feeling kinda dead most of the time. just in a don't-talk-to-me-about-your-problems and also i-just-wanna-hide-in-one-corner-so-don't-come-near-me kinda mood. oh well.
-forgot my name at 3:11 AM
oooohhh Bullet For My Valentine rocks my socks big time baby!!
-forgot my name at 1:53 AM
-forgot my name at 12:35 AM
oh crap. i'm a bummer. did nothing for today. i'm so screwed. someone come whip my ass.
-forgot my name at 12:52 AM
this is just so gonna be a good week. by a stroke of luck, i got stuck in a traffic jam even at the second link. and by another stroke of luck, i managed to get the last bus back to hall which saved me some cab fare. yay.
-forgot my name at 1:38 AM
well, just got news from my bro that he's broken up with his girlfriend. they've been together for like 3 or 4 years? maybe more i don't know. i'm real worried for him and heard he's moved out of the apartment in canada and is staying with another friend currently. well, apparently she initiated it and i didn't wanna probe too much into it. just hope he'll tide over this soon.
-forgot my name at 2:50 PM
"Something is incomplete in Ze Sin's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Ze Sin's sexual needs."
"Ze Sin will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it! "
"Ze Sin uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Ze Sin does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress."
"He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise. Ze Sin will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know."
"Ze Sin will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. He might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people."
-forgot my name at 2:18 AM
oh fuck. who was the bugger who told me that cinderella man is not a nice show. i almost frigging cried while watching the show. damn.
-forgot my name at 8:00 PM
the mtv is so uber funny. i can oh so watch it on and on.
and i almost loved you.
-forgot my name at 3:23 AM
-forgot my name at 1:15 PM
was bored outta my mind so i went to do some personality tests. did the myers-briggs personality test and i'm supposedly a INTJ type.
here's some characteristics of the INTJ type: loner, more interested in intellectual pursuits than relationships or family, not very altruistic, not very complimentary, would rather be friendless than jobless, observer, values solitude, perfectionist, detached, private, not much fun, hidden, skeptical, does not tend to like most people, socially uncomfortable, not physically affectionate, unhappy, does not talk about feelings, hard to impress, analytical, likes esoteric things, tends to be pessimistic, not spontaneous, prone to discontentment, guarded, does not think they are weird but others do, responsible, can be insensitive or ambivalent to the misfortunes of others, orderly, clean, organized, familiar with darkside, tends not to value organized religion, suspicious of others, can be lonely, rarely shows anger, punctual, finisher, prepared
lol. man i sure sound like a grouchy freak. seriously i prefer this other version which describes the INTJ personality type. check it out over here: http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/intj.htm
http://fuzzy.snakeden.org/intj/
-forgot my name at 3:32 AM
ah. haven't blogged much. nothing pretty much happened. just hidin offline most of the time cos there ain't nobody i feel like talking to. finished watching the first season of prison break. kinda cool but it gets boring as most of the plot unfold towards the end. still a nice show nonetheless. the all american rejects have come up with a nice mtv for their latest hit 'it ends tonight'. catch it if you have a chance to. i thought the jamming underneath the firework display was pretty impressive. oh well.
-forgot my name at 2:18 AM
sometimes there are just so many things i wanna say over here yet there are repercussions to all of them so i shan't say it. no it ain't bad, it's just something that i don't know how else or rather who else to put it across to.
haven't there been times when there's this voice in your head that's like constantly talking? sometimes this voice speaks so fast that i can't remember all of what it's talking about but i do get the main points. it's probably like an inner debate or something whichever way you wanna call it. it's but a way of rationalising things within me.
i used to think that i'm someone to fall in love easily. someone who would be easily be moved as long as a member of the opposite sex treats me a tad better. guess i'm wrong. it ain't easy, it never is. i have no idea what kinda girl i like but i'll know when i see one. well, there are a lot more other factors to consider other than a pretty face. repercussions of thy actions, however small they may be.
-forgot my name at 3:30 AM
"Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.
Sinc we're on the subject.
Remember, Remember
The fifth of November,
The gunpowder treason and plot.
I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.
We are told to remember the idea, not the man. Because a man can fail. He can be killed and forgotten. But four hundred years later an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed firsthand the power of ideas. I've seen people kill in the name of them; and die defending them. But you cannot touch an idea, cannot hold it or kiss it. An idea does not bleed, it cannot feel pain, and it does not love. And it is not an idea that I miss, it is a man. A man who made me remember the fifth of November. A man I will never forget."
don't know how many of you caught the show V for Vendetta that time. just some memorable quotes from the show or the graphic novel itself that's worth remembering.
-forgot my name at 8:42 PM
ah. just read a whole lot about the coup d'état in Thailand. i must say i've heard nothing bout it until i read it on BBC just now. damn i've been missing out on a whole lotta news. yes and for those of you who still do not know, the Thai Prime Minister Thaksin has been ousted by the military and the whole country is in a state of emergency although things are beginning to settle. Currently, General Sonthi is the ruling figure over there and there's still a lot of media bans on negative comments bout the coup.
i never saw that coming man. didn't expect a thing like that to happen in Thai no matter how much dissent there seemed to be over there. well, let's just wait and see if the so-called 'unity' would be restored to the people after the coup.
-forgot my name at 3:28 AM
oh and i forgot to mention. i've finished the book entitled a short history of tractors in ukrainian. interesting book i must say and i'm beginning to love that genre. ;)
-forgot my name at 2:13 AM
well, haven't been blogging for quite a bit this week. nothing much out of the ordinary except for the fluke of the two quizzes this week so let's not talk about that. term break's coming so it's time to relak a lil as well as catch up on my other modules that i've neglected since the start of the sem. oh well. no more mapling for me, finally someone who wants it. not a very good price in my opinion but ain't that bad either. maybe it's time to start another one. lol.
-forgot my name at 7:39 PM
i'm supposed to be studying for the crap quiz on the morrow yet i can't seem to put my mind to studying. it ain't really that much materials for me to go through but the pace at which i'm going is amazingly slow. my mind keeps wandering from this to that and then from that to this again.
well, let's just say shit happens :)
-forgot my name at 1:03 AM
are you living for that illustrious louis vuitton bag? or is it that pair of prada shoes that you've been eyeing on for ages? could it be that you're living for the day when you can shop till you drop in paris?
does all that matter?
what are you living for?
-forgot my name at 2:15 AM
just downloaded a couple of music vids that were made for the 9/11 incident. some of them are pretty inspirational and sorrowful in a way. to be reminded of all the things that happened on that fateful day. i probably feel more for the 9/11 people than the victims of the tsunami in a way. somehow i feel that natural disaster is something that we can't control. why not look at it from another viewpoint: natural disasters are simply our Earth's means of balancing life on earth.
-forgot my name at 2:02 AM
well, i ain't a fan of xiaxue but i just so happened to go to her site and read a couple of entries. there's something that sorta pissed me off real bad. the part where she made jokes about steve irwin. i ain't no fan of irwin i must admit, but at least i acknowledge the contributions he's made towards converving the wildlife and the efforts made to educate the young about the animals.
oh crap. she just proved herself to be a no-brain-bitch once again.
-forgot my name at 8:58 PM
man i just saw this cool bluetooth stereo headset for sony ericsson phone Stereo Bluetooth™ Headset HBH-DS970. but it ain't compatible with my freaking phone. any kind souls would like to get me a phone that is compatible as well as the headphone itself? argh.
-forgot my name at 3:10 AM
purely inspirational :)
-forgot my name at 12:12 AM
"u can b alone but u not mugger haha.."
just a few simple words yet it is all so apt. i so wanna become a mugger man. i seriously need to up my grade over the next few semester otherwise i might just end up without any honors in a supposedly 4 years direct honors' programme. how shitty.
-forgot my name at 1:49 AM
乌空遥无尽，
岁月了无痕。
凄风溅衣裳，
疾心伴终年。
-forgot my name at 1:48 AM
surprisingly, i feel good today. generally good :)
-forgot my name at 1:17 AM
isn't it amazing what you can find on google?
sometimes you try so hard to look for something yet you can never find it. when you have given up looking for it, it simply pops out.
i think i have an interesting name. well, at least there's something new to read about me every once in a while.
let's just say this is gonna be a bad week again.
oh well. shit happens all the time i suppose.
-forgot my name at 2:41 AM
ah crap. the next two week's gonna be shit man. all the quizzes coming up and so many of my tutorials are still left undone. time to get my ass moving. argh.
-forgot my name at 11:10 AM
mood this week has been pretty bad. i don't know why. it ain't always bad but just feeling kinda dead most of the time. just in a don't-talk-to-me-about-your-problems and also i-just-wanna-hide-in-one-corner-so-don't-come-near-me kinda mood. oh well.
-forgot my name at 3:11 AM
oooohhh Bullet For My Valentine rocks my socks big time baby!!
-forgot my name at 1:53 AM
had a fruitful trip in town yesterday. although the same can't be said for my academic life. just found a few other books that might be worth buying. and no wonder i can't find the book A Feast For Crows by George R. R. Martin anywhere. the hardcover version is totally sold out and the paperback version is only gonna be released on september 26. grrr.
-forgot my name at 12:35 AM
oh crap. i'm a bummer. did nothing for today. i'm so screwed. someone come whip my ass.
-forgot my name at 12:52 AM
this is just so gonna be a good week. by a stroke of luck, i got stuck in a traffic jam even at the second link. and by another stroke of luck, i managed to get the last bus back to hall which saved me some cab fare. yay.
-forgot my name at 1:38 AM
well, just got news from my bro that he's broken up with his girlfriend. they've been together for like 3 or 4 years? maybe more i don't know. i'm real worried for him and heard he's moved out of the apartment in canada and is staying with another friend currently. well, apparently she initiated it and i didn't wanna probe too much into it. just hope he'll tide over this soon.
-forgot my name at 2:50 PM
just a few excerpts from this handwriting test i did online. if you'd like the site, just drop me a note.
"Something is incomplete in Ze Sin's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Ze Sin's sexual needs."
"Ze Sin will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it! "
"Ze Sin uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Ze Sin does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress."
"He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise. Ze Sin will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know."
"Ze Sin will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. He might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people."
-forgot my name at 2:18 AM
oh fuck. who was the bugger who told me that cinderella man is not a nice show. i almost frigging cried while watching the show. damn.
-forgot my name at 8:00 PM
did i tell you guys how much i'm addicted to the song 'bowling for soup - almost' once again?
the mtv is so uber funny. i can oh so watch it on and on.
and i almost loved you.
-forgot my name at 3:23 AM
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