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results are out. i'm screwed. well, i guess i kinda expected it yet i didn't expect it to be like this. i've joined in the ranks of the da bao-ed. great.
-forgot my name at 2:25 AM
fuck man. heroes is fucking addictive. argh. fucking good show.
-forgot my name at 3:50 AM
-forgot my name at 12:29 AM
it is just so true that when you ain't looking for nothing, not even the most unique thing in the world would catch your eye. and it applies to life in general.
-forgot my name at 3:42 AM
wow i think the total amount of conversations i had until yesterday could not match the amount i had today.
-forgot my name at 1:42 AM
crap man. why do i keep having weird dreams. why can't i have a dreamless night for once. argh.
-forgot my name at 12:09 PM
some say i'm too quiet for my own good. i oughta be more active and be more vociferous and all in hall activities. i'm just so tired of being in the 'high-profile' region. at least i experienced two/three years of the so-called high-profile life back in junior college. damn i knew a lotta people then and somehow those whom i never knew about, knows about me. it kinda freaks me out as to what they know about me.
another thing i realized, when one comes into the limelight, however nice you may be, there are bound to be a group of people who resent your presence to emerge concurrently. yes, it may be said that 'one can't please the whole world' but definitely when you weren't in the limelight, those people would never have felt that way about you. let's just say for example the previous Pope, although he was loved by many, there are a significant number who can't wait to put a bullet through his head. had he been just a small church Father, how many do you think would wanna waste a bullet on his head?
-forgot my name at 4:28 AM
you say you stole his girl and now someone's here to steal yours. then won't there be 'another guy' to steal the girl from the 'someone' and won't there be another guy in the future to repeat the cycle? when's it ever gonna end man. you call it karma? i'd say it's a curse if this sorta thing really happens man. i ain't stole nobody's chick before man. yet i go through it all the same. i hope you read this man.
i'm finally walking normally and the holidays are almost over. excellent.
-forgot my name at 4:17 AM
haven't been blogging conscientiously these couple of weeks. ain't got nothing much to blog about. i'm basically at home like 80% of the time cos my feet still hurts and i can't really walk too far or for too long. but yeah it's coming along well. i can walk fairly normally these two days.
been dreaming a lot in my sleep recently. not all are about exams though, some simply don't make no sense at all and i don't wanna talk about it. somehow i feel i'm losing my touch in everything. my brain doesn't seem to work as well, my memory's getting damn bad and somehow i get mixed up over things that i thought happened and things that actually happened. fuck.
-forgot my name at 2:00 AM
argh i keep having weird dreams about exams although it's over. i guess i screwed it up big time this time around.
-forgot my name at 12:27 PM
one week and i'm still limping. hopping.
-forgot my name at 12:59 AM
geez. just updated my internet explorer. seems that microsoft has come up with some way to fight against the Firefox invasion. not that i'm tryin to complain but the new version of IE looks too much like Firefox and it turns me off cos it ain't even half as good as Firefox. on another note, the world chess champion failed to win the computer again but he still walked away with 500k USD. oh well.
-forgot my name at 10:02 AM
my knees are still fucking swollen and i can't even put my legs out straight. i'm currently crawling at a pace of around 15cm/s around the house. yes, put a 15cm ruler on the ground and that's approximately how big a step i can take each time. both feet also kinda swollen for no reason. guess i won't have a good night's sleep again.
-forgot my name at 12:05 AM
standard chartered is finally over. i reached the finishing line after a whopping 8 hours. that would make it 5km per hour. haha i'm so totally crippled now. i can barely walk and i'm moving around with the help of an umbrella which serves as my walking stick.
i'm not too disappointed with the results i must say. at least i finished. i shouldn't have actually. sprained my ankle halfway through the run. i could just feel it snap as i was joggin. then somehow i managed to walk the next 20km or so with the sprained leg. it hurt so bad during some point of time i could feel a drop of tear trickling down man.
and now, i can't walk cos of my ankle plus both knees. both patella tendons are inflammed like nothing i've ever experienced. every step i take brings tears to my eyes yet i feel it was worth it. to do it once in a lifetime. yes. i won't be doing it anymore no matter what. i might just so bust my knees the next time.
well, some of the crowd were really good motivators i must say. there was a part whereby there were these two ladies along the road who told me 'take your time, just don't quit' and i almost burst out in tears man. of course there was another point whereby an official asked if i wanted to be transported back to the finishing point and i kindly rejected him. only to be cursing myself for doing so over the next 12km. haha it really is a helluva experience. geez. i hope my knees recover before school starts.
-forgot my name at 9:40 PM
-forgot my name at 2:25 AM
fuck man. heroes is fucking addictive. argh. fucking good show.
-forgot my name at 3:50 AM
i'm like how sad la. one of the characters i liked in the Song of Ice and Fire series has been brutally killed. damn.
-forgot my name at 12:29 AM
it is just so true that when you ain't looking for nothing, not even the most unique thing in the world would catch your eye. and it applies to life in general.
-forgot my name at 3:42 AM
wow i think the total amount of conversations i had until yesterday could not match the amount i had today.
-forgot my name at 1:42 AM
crap man. why do i keep having weird dreams. why can't i have a dreamless night for once. argh.
-forgot my name at 12:09 PM
some say i'm too quiet for my own good. i oughta be more active and be more vociferous and all in hall activities. i'm just so tired of being in the 'high-profile' region. at least i experienced two/three years of the so-called high-profile life back in junior college. damn i knew a lotta people then and somehow those whom i never knew about, knows about me. it kinda freaks me out as to what they know about me.
another thing i realized, when one comes into the limelight, however nice you may be, there are bound to be a group of people who resent your presence to emerge concurrently. yes, it may be said that 'one can't please the whole world' but definitely when you weren't in the limelight, those people would never have felt that way about you. let's just say for example the previous Pope, although he was loved by many, there are a significant number who can't wait to put a bullet through his head. had he been just a small church Father, how many do you think would wanna waste a bullet on his head?
-forgot my name at 4:28 AM
there seems to be a lotta talks about karma in some of the blogs that i frequent. is there really such a thing. it probably exists only when you believe it does. i don't think i'm ever rewarded for doing any politically correct thing yet shit just seems to happen. how can there be karma when the honest and true are being screwed upside down while others are living happily ever after.
you say you stole his girl and now someone's here to steal yours. then won't there be 'another guy' to steal the girl from the 'someone' and won't there be another guy in the future to repeat the cycle? when's it ever gonna end man. you call it karma? i'd say it's a curse if this sorta thing really happens man. i ain't stole nobody's chick before man. yet i go through it all the same. i hope you read this man.
i'm finally walking normally and the holidays are almost over. excellent.
-forgot my name at 4:17 AM
haven't been blogging conscientiously these couple of weeks. ain't got nothing much to blog about. i'm basically at home like 80% of the time cos my feet still hurts and i can't really walk too far or for too long. but yeah it's coming along well. i can walk fairly normally these two days.
been dreaming a lot in my sleep recently. not all are about exams though, some simply don't make no sense at all and i don't wanna talk about it. somehow i feel i'm losing my touch in everything. my brain doesn't seem to work as well, my memory's getting damn bad and somehow i get mixed up over things that i thought happened and things that actually happened. fuck.
-forgot my name at 2:00 AM
argh i keep having weird dreams about exams although it's over. i guess i screwed it up big time this time around.
-forgot my name at 12:27 PM
one week and i'm still limping. hopping.
-forgot my name at 12:59 AM
geez. just updated my internet explorer. seems that microsoft has come up with some way to fight against the Firefox invasion. not that i'm tryin to complain but the new version of IE looks too much like Firefox and it turns me off cos it ain't even half as good as Firefox. on another note, the world chess champion failed to win the computer again but he still walked away with 500k USD. oh well.
-forgot my name at 10:02 AM
my knees are still fucking swollen and i can't even put my legs out straight. i'm currently crawling at a pace of around 15cm/s around the house. yes, put a 15cm ruler on the ground and that's approximately how big a step i can take each time. both feet also kinda swollen for no reason. guess i won't have a good night's sleep again.
-forgot my name at 12:05 AM
standard chartered is finally over. i reached the finishing line after a whopping 8 hours. that would make it 5km per hour. haha i'm so totally crippled now. i can barely walk and i'm moving around with the help of an umbrella which serves as my walking stick.
i'm not too disappointed with the results i must say. at least i finished. i shouldn't have actually. sprained my ankle halfway through the run. i could just feel it snap as i was joggin. then somehow i managed to walk the next 20km or so with the sprained leg. it hurt so bad during some point of time i could feel a drop of tear trickling down man.
and now, i can't walk cos of my ankle plus both knees. both patella tendons are inflammed like nothing i've ever experienced. every step i take brings tears to my eyes yet i feel it was worth it. to do it once in a lifetime. yes. i won't be doing it anymore no matter what. i might just so bust my knees the next time.
well, some of the crowd were really good motivators i must say. there was a part whereby there were these two ladies along the road who told me 'take your time, just don't quit' and i almost burst out in tears man. of course there was another point whereby an official asked if i wanted to be transported back to the finishing point and i kindly rejected him. only to be cursing myself for doing so over the next 12km. haha it really is a helluva experience. geez. i hope my knees recover before school starts.
-forgot my name at 9:40 PM
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