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things to get in the near future:
a digicam.
a punching bag.
boxing apparels(maybe).
a drum set.(this would be awesome)
a tattoo.(hmm)
loads of nice black t-shirts.(it's some fetish currently)
some nice shirts and berms maybe.
a good pair of cross trainers perhaps.
some nice accessories: bracelet, ring, studs.
couple of nice books to tide through the december holidays.
a new bag perhaps.(none has caught my eye as of yet)
new piercings? haha
a december trip.
a girlfriend(s).
-forgot my name at 11:38 PM
-forgot my name at 8:50 PM
-forgot my name at 2:43 AM
been feeling so frigging lethargic the past few days. haven't touched my notes or anything at all. guess the food poisoning must've drained me. time to get to work on some revision after tomorrow's presentation i guess. lagging like fuck as usual. this ain't my beef man.
-forgot my name at 1:57 AM
haha crap i just feel like blogging tonight. can't seem to get to sleep so was surfing around reading some news and stuff.
i ain't pretty chatty on msn these days. somehow just don't feel like talking to anyone or rather there ain't no specific person i would love to talk to. not that i'm trying to be a loner or something but just don't feel like talkin cork at times or i just dunno what to talk about so i'm just basically hiding offline or in a busy mode like now. lol.
kinda interesting how one could relate so much to another although they ain't known each other for long. not an easy task to accomplish, for someone like me. ah maybe i'm just thinking too much. geez. still gotta get to school from home later. don't ask me why i'm home. haha. selamat hari raya.
-forgot my name at 2:44 AM
my parents are great i must say. it's kinda interesting how they don't encourage their kids to learn to save up or anything. i mean my mum has never told me to save up on my pocket money or anything. everything's just kinda free and easy when it comes to money (as long as it's not for drugs or anything). she even wants me to tell my bro not to save up cos she has already saved up enough for me and my bro in the future. how cool is that. haha.
nah. shall not be a bai kar zai. my bank's still running low but at least there's constant savings every month.
-forgot my name at 2:24 AM
somehow i feel my life's getting pretty monotonous these days. not that it's routine even. it's just like plain m.o.n.o.t.o.n.e if you get what i mean. ah i so wanna be like shaowei or the other guys who are gonna ORD so soon man. the exams seem all too near and the holidays seem all too far. geez.
kinda sorry i can't hang around with the guys much these days. hope the road trip's still on or i'm gonna plan some other trips man. i need a getaway! or maybe i just need a girl. lol.
-forgot my name at 2:03 AM
just wanna dedicate this post to the 5 of you who have made it all happen. it would never have been possible if not for all of you. my deepest gratitude to ziyang, jeannie, nicholas, sampsa and jusoff for taking part in the floorball street challenge.
we never thought we could have made it so far in the tournament and neither did any of the teams out there expect us to be the champions. this will be something that i will never forget as long as i live definitely. although i ain't played an important role in the team this time around, you guys have made my presence felt worthwhile and i'm sure everyone in the team would feel the same too.
just like sampsa said, we came in with a positive attitude, we played our game and eventually we're the champions. ah that has to be the greatest feeling ever since i came into NTU.
i never thought i'd be able to get another medal/trophy in my life but oh well, here's one more to the tally :)
suomi rocks!
-forgot my name at 3:56 PM
-forgot my name at 3:46 PM
-forgot my name at 1:04 PM
-forgot my name at 12:48 PM
crap. i just can't seem to be able to cut it for most of my quizzes so far.
well, had a pretty good talk with darren (from hall 6) the other day. what he said does make sense: at the end of the day, results are still of utmost important in university. he says he kinda regrets being so active for the hockey team and so on. oh well, i ought to start putting more effort into my studies. after all, mine's on a GPA system whereas his final year has 40% weightage and he still has a chance to salvage the situation.
somehow i've realised i'm a super last minute kinda person when it comes to exams. damn. this must've been a bad habit that i've cultivated ever since secondary school and i can't seem to shrug it off. probably that's how i ended up repeating my first year in AJ cos practically all my subjects were revised the day before. ah. cool.
-forgot my name at 1:36 PM
ah. street challenge sure brings back lots of memories. could vividly remember the few games we played as a team with jeremy neo. kinda miss him now that he's gone. have barely played floorball for this sem and nobody seems to be wanting to organise any floorball games in hall no more.
two more matches today. sure hope all goes well and we'll be playing in the finals. think i'm not spending enough time catching up with some groups of friends. there just ain't enough time to do so. managed to see a couple of my friends at street challenge today and it's interesting to be able to catch up a lil here and there. oh well.
learn from the past to improve the present? hmm. interesting notation. to think that it came from someone like you. oh well.
quiz again in bout 6 hours time. geez.
-forgot my name at 3:27 AM
yay the tagboard's up. for those of you who need help on it, simply go to the template page, hit ctrl+F then search for "tag-board.com". change the ".com" to ".biz" for all the things dat u can find and it should work properly.
special thanks to ren rong for it. :)
-forgot my name at 11:55 PM
busy weeks ahead. i can just expect all of the shit to crash down on me man. lagging behind in practically all modules and exams are drawing all too near. i can see it in everyone's msn nick: counting down to their first paper. argh. no matter what, i shall try to pull up my GPA this sem. i can't do without honours man. argh fuck.
-forgot my name at 2:29 AM
oh man. shin chae gyung in "Goong" is just disgustingly cute. it's an interesting show i must say and this is definitely the first korean drama that i've taken an interest in.
-forgot my name at 8:58 PM
yay went for the blood donation drive today. seems like an annual affair for me already. although i've done it a couple of times before, there's always something interesting worth noticing.
looking at the people who are first-time blood donors kinda makes you smile cos most of them would be like so nervous and they'd start crapping about all kinds of stuff(not that i meant to eavesdrop). haha.
my friend kinda fainted halfway through the thing and didn't manage to fill one pack of blood. oh well. i was like pumping the thing damn fast all they way as usual. ah of course and there was this girl who's a helper for the event, she kinda tried to talk to me but it simply ended up as:
she: "hey you're malaysian?"
me: "yah. why?" (turns around to face the medical examiner)
she: (walks away)
-forgot my name at 2:53 PM
when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
everything's settled finally. although there may be disappointments in some of you out there but i have my reasons/excuses for doing things the way i do. i can't explain myself totally about why i do it, it's a personality issue in a way.
sorry if i dragged on too long. sure hope it'll be better with or without me.
-forgot my name at 12:47 AM
geez. another week has whizzed past just like that.
i wonder if i've made the correct decision. guess i need to think it over again.
-forgot my name at 12:48 AM
will i ever see you again. no, not you. ah i don't know who la dammit. haha
-forgot my name at 2:03 AM
-forgot my name at 1:12 AM
kinda bad start to the week i suppose. had a pretty much sleepless night yesterday. i hope everything's gonna be nice and cosy tonight :) my wisdom tooth seems to be acting up and so is my knee. and just when i thought that was all, my stomach's giving me problems too. urgh.
-forgot my name at 3:12 AM
ah. time just seems to fly when you're stoning man. one week has passed in a glimpse of an eye. it's back to school again and it has been a totally unproductive break. ok let's just say i enjoyed myself just staying at home and that's why i'm still home at this time of the day. haha i'll be a good boy and get my ass back to school on the morrow.
-forgot my name at 2:40 AM
a digicam.
a punching bag.
boxing apparels(maybe).
a drum set.(this would be awesome)
a tattoo.(hmm)
loads of nice black t-shirts.(it's some fetish currently)
some nice shirts and berms maybe.
some nice accessories: bracelet, ring, studs.
couple of nice books to tide through the december holidays.
new piercings? haha
a december trip.
-forgot my name at 11:38 PM
somehow i feel that i'm not as smart as i used to be. the brain doesn't seem to be functioning as well as before. well, i guessed i peaked too early in my life. shouldn't have peaked during PSLE. have been going downhill ever since. haha.
-forgot my name at 8:50 PM
ah. my virgin trip to a sex shop was awesome man. the gadgets you see in there are totally hilarious. i must say the manufacturers are pretty kinky or creative to put it nicely. haha and i'm so darn into Hard Gay's Kurohige Kiki Ippatsu. that's gotta be the top of my wishlist for now although i have to admit the list goes on and on. geez. i wonder where i can get that thing. laughing my balls off at all the razor ramon's video man. cool shit. oh yeah hit me!
-forgot my name at 2:43 AM
been feeling so frigging lethargic the past few days. haven't touched my notes or anything at all. guess the food poisoning must've drained me. time to get to work on some revision after tomorrow's presentation i guess. lagging like fuck as usual. this ain't my beef man.
-forgot my name at 1:57 AM
haha crap i just feel like blogging tonight. can't seem to get to sleep so was surfing around reading some news and stuff.
i ain't pretty chatty on msn these days. somehow just don't feel like talking to anyone or rather there ain't no specific person i would love to talk to. not that i'm trying to be a loner or something but just don't feel like talkin cork at times or i just dunno what to talk about so i'm just basically hiding offline or in a busy mode like now. lol.
kinda interesting how one could relate so much to another although they ain't known each other for long. not an easy task to accomplish, for someone like me. ah maybe i'm just thinking too much. geez. still gotta get to school from home later. don't ask me why i'm home. haha. selamat hari raya.
-forgot my name at 2:44 AM
ah i forgot to mention that i've been feeling this immense need to do some massive retail therapy this couple of weeks. the problem is that i can't seem to find enough time to do and i ain't got no clue bout what i wanna get either. ok maybe i have some idea but ah well. guess i shall not spend money on unnecessary shit.
my parents are great i must say. it's kinda interesting how they don't encourage their kids to learn to save up or anything. i mean my mum has never told me to save up on my pocket money or anything. everything's just kinda free and easy when it comes to money (as long as it's not for drugs or anything). she even wants me to tell my bro not to save up cos she has already saved up enough for me and my bro in the future. how cool is that. haha.
nah. shall not be a bai kar zai. my bank's still running low but at least there's constant savings every month.
-forgot my name at 2:24 AM
haha sure seems kinda long since i last blogged. ain't really got the mood to blog or rather there ain't nothing much to blog about. oh had havoc dinner that night. it was kinda interesting to mingle with the crowds you don't usually hang around with. didn't drink a lot that night or did i? i can't differentiate what's a lot and what's not. oh well.
somehow i feel my life's getting pretty monotonous these days. not that it's routine even. it's just like plain m.o.n.o.t.o.n.e if you get what i mean. ah i so wanna be like shaowei or the other guys who are gonna ORD so soon man. the exams seem all too near and the holidays seem all too far. geez.
kinda sorry i can't hang around with the guys much these days. hope the road trip's still on or i'm gonna plan some other trips man. i need a getaway! or maybe i just need a girl. lol.
-forgot my name at 2:03 AM
just wanna dedicate this post to the 5 of you who have made it all happen. it would never have been possible if not for all of you. my deepest gratitude to ziyang, jeannie, nicholas, sampsa and jusoff for taking part in the floorball street challenge.
we never thought we could have made it so far in the tournament and neither did any of the teams out there expect us to be the champions. this will be something that i will never forget as long as i live definitely. although i ain't played an important role in the team this time around, you guys have made my presence felt worthwhile and i'm sure everyone in the team would feel the same too.
just like sampsa said, we came in with a positive attitude, we played our game and eventually we're the champions. ah that has to be the greatest feeling ever since i came into NTU.
i never thought i'd be able to get another medal/trophy in my life but oh well, here's one more to the tally :)
suomi rocks!
-forgot my name at 3:56 PM
oh yeah. finally got my comp up and running fine again baby. i'm such a tech geek!
-forgot my name at 3:46 PM
holy crap. my whole windows is dying on me man. i ain't got no clue on how to fix this shit and the only thing i can do is to operate it on safe mode. argh.
-forgot my name at 1:04 PM
oh well. my lappy's kinda screwed up now. didn't even have to chance to publish my last entry. shall sort it all out then repost the previous one.
-forgot my name at 12:48 PM
crap. i just can't seem to be able to cut it for most of my quizzes so far.
well, had a pretty good talk with darren (from hall 6) the other day. what he said does make sense: at the end of the day, results are still of utmost important in university. he says he kinda regrets being so active for the hockey team and so on. oh well, i ought to start putting more effort into my studies. after all, mine's on a GPA system whereas his final year has 40% weightage and he still has a chance to salvage the situation.
somehow i've realised i'm a super last minute kinda person when it comes to exams. damn. this must've been a bad habit that i've cultivated ever since secondary school and i can't seem to shrug it off. probably that's how i ended up repeating my first year in AJ cos practically all my subjects were revised the day before. ah. cool.
-forgot my name at 1:36 PM
ah. street challenge sure brings back lots of memories. could vividly remember the few games we played as a team with jeremy neo. kinda miss him now that he's gone. have barely played floorball for this sem and nobody seems to be wanting to organise any floorball games in hall no more.
two more matches today. sure hope all goes well and we'll be playing in the finals. think i'm not spending enough time catching up with some groups of friends. there just ain't enough time to do so. managed to see a couple of my friends at street challenge today and it's interesting to be able to catch up a lil here and there. oh well.
learn from the past to improve the present? hmm. interesting notation. to think that it came from someone like you. oh well.
quiz again in bout 6 hours time. geez.
-forgot my name at 3:27 AM
yay the tagboard's up. for those of you who need help on it, simply go to the template page, hit ctrl+F then search for "tag-board.com". change the ".com" to ".biz" for all the things dat u can find and it should work properly.
special thanks to ren rong for it. :)
-forgot my name at 11:55 PM
oh well. seems like tagboard is out of business or something. sorry for the thing which pops up asking you for username and password. i'm lazy to take down the board for now. kinda busy with my assignments and reports and quizzes. damn.
busy weeks ahead. i can just expect all of the shit to crash down on me man. lagging behind in practically all modules and exams are drawing all too near. i can see it in everyone's msn nick: counting down to their first paper. argh. no matter what, i shall try to pull up my GPA this sem. i can't do without honours man. argh fuck.
-forgot my name at 2:29 AM
oh man. shin chae gyung in "Goong" is just disgustingly cute. it's an interesting show i must say and this is definitely the first korean drama that i've taken an interest in.
-forgot my name at 8:58 PM
yay went for the blood donation drive today. seems like an annual affair for me already. although i've done it a couple of times before, there's always something interesting worth noticing.
looking at the people who are first-time blood donors kinda makes you smile cos most of them would be like so nervous and they'd start crapping about all kinds of stuff(not that i meant to eavesdrop). haha.
my friend kinda fainted halfway through the thing and didn't manage to fill one pack of blood. oh well. i was like pumping the thing damn fast all they way as usual. ah of course and there was this girl who's a helper for the event, she kinda tried to talk to me but it simply ended up as:
she: "hey you're malaysian?"
me: "yah. why?" (turns around to face the medical examiner)
she: (walks away)
-forgot my name at 2:53 PM
when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
everything's settled finally. although there may be disappointments in some of you out there but i have my reasons/excuses for doing things the way i do. i can't explain myself totally about why i do it, it's a personality issue in a way.
sorry if i dragged on too long. sure hope it'll be better with or without me.
-forgot my name at 12:47 AM
geez. another week has whizzed past just like that.
i wonder if i've made the correct decision. guess i need to think it over again.
-forgot my name at 12:48 AM
will i ever see you again. no, not you. ah i don't know who la dammit. haha
-forgot my name at 2:03 AM
ah. i didn't know it'd look that bad. i thought it was supposed to be a minor operation. she seems to be going through a tough time and i'm glad i came home today despite her telling me not to. kinda worried that she's all alone in the hospital tonight, i'll try to get my ass down first thing in the morning. just hope she doesn't fall down or anything. geez.
-forgot my name at 1:12 AM
kinda bad start to the week i suppose. had a pretty much sleepless night yesterday. i hope everything's gonna be nice and cosy tonight :) my wisdom tooth seems to be acting up and so is my knee. and just when i thought that was all, my stomach's giving me problems too. urgh.
-forgot my name at 3:12 AM
ah. time just seems to fly when you're stoning man. one week has passed in a glimpse of an eye. it's back to school again and it has been a totally unproductive break. ok let's just say i enjoyed myself just staying at home and that's why i'm still home at this time of the day. haha i'll be a good boy and get my ass back to school on the morrow.
-forgot my name at 2:40 AM
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