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it's the second time in my whole darn life that i've had this sorta dream.
i really wonder if this is a good or bad sign.
ah crap.
i'm so just knee deep in shit this time. haha
-forgot my name at 12:46 AM
just a quick update. my job scope so far is to do sight seeing on jurong island, drink green tea and read some air conditioning reports and stuff. they'd better start giving me something to do or i'll start requesting for some. haha
hmm. what dy said kinda makes sense. why do i seem to attract girls with baggages or me myself falling for girls with baggages. (note baggage here is a metaphor)
i'm just a trouble finder/solver/simply a sucker.
-forgot my name at 12:41 AM
i'm seriously too tired to talk about my first day of work.
it's been awesome so far. the job scope's nothing like the email they sent me and the island life is pretty interesting i must say.
what more complaints could i possibly have? i get to eat at the canteen by the sea everyday :)
i'll try to post some pics when i get the chance to take them.
and oh, the dress code is pretty casual cos i'll be expected to put on some jumpsuits. lol. i'll try to get a pic on that too just for you all to laugh about :)
-forgot my name at 10:30 PM
what does not kill me will only make me stronger; cliche but true.
there's this interesting quote from Rocky Balboa(from what i can remember):
no matter what you do, Life is gonna hit hard at you and pound you to your knees if you let it. it's not about how hard you can hit at Life, it's about how hard you can get hit and still keep moving forward.
i've been getting hit everywhere i turn and i'm still moving forward. maybe someday, i too will become stronger.
anyway, first day of work in a few hours. dress to kill. haha
-forgot my name at 12:40 AM
haiz. fucking emo.
listening to fin by Anberlin is just rubbing salt onto the wound and yet i'm still indulging in this moment.
on a happier note, my friend told me that NUH has taken an interest in the product we came up with for the exhibition. gotta make an appointment with them and discuss in details. cool.
-forgot my name at 2:17 AM
i guess this time i gotta help myself out of this dipshit. somehow i feel i'm falling deeper day by day. good or bad, only time could tell.
as i was journeying back home today, i do realise whether we like it or not, we're all in this rat race and it ain't never easy to stay on top of the game. so what if you're at the top? you're still part of the rat race.
there has to be some way outta this vicious cycle.
a life of my own.
oh and not forgetting how i've totally busted my expenditures in 3 weeks. i've spent near twice my allowance already for this month. you could say that it's the GSS but i ain't never really bought shit. haha maybe it's just the heck care attitude now that i'm gonna be starting a 5 months routine work life.
i do wonder if i can really be at where i wanna be even with a fucked up degree. yes, you can quote me all the fucking examples of the people who have succeeded in life and come from a humble background. but there are still tons earning fat paychecks every month by mugging hard when they were in college.
i just hope i don't lose myself somewhere out there.
-forgot my name at 11:40 PM
damn. my 'holiday' is cut short all of a sudden. HR from Exxon called me to ask when i could start work, i asked her when would you like me to start? then she said how bout tomorrow. that was like totally what the fuck. haha anyway i'll be starting work the coming monday.
quite a crappy holiday i have here. this is the second week of my official holiday so far and that's as far as i can go. oh well. work means more money and i need money. work work.
-forgot my name at 3:41 PM
i'm kinda getting more accustomed to the chilling lifestyle these days. maybe it's the emo or something but sheesha was great with great company and great food. of course, the sheesha smoking seems to be able to make me relax more too. hmm.
-forgot my name at 3:23 AM
and thus ends the 5 weeks of EID. it didn't turn out to be that bad after all. of course the waking part everyday was dreadful but at least i dare to say that our final product is something that i'm proud of.
somehow my group project managed to come up second in the assistance category and we won ourselves a prize money of $800 to be divided amongst...11 of us. haha pathetic. oh yes and i thought we were gonna win first prize cos most of the products other groups came up with was...rather cork. haha oh wells.
i probably need to stop talking so much about me boozing every now and then lest people get the wrong idea that i'm some kinda alcoholic. i'm just an almoholic; an emo alcoholic. haha
-forgot my name at 3:13 AM
hasn't there been times when you wonder if you'd be achieving anything great out of your life.
the line between self-worth and self-perceived worth gets blurry at times. so much so that i'm so lost in myself; the struggle between reality and virtual reality, the tussle between what is and what will be.
i'm still nowhere as of now. as for the future, who could tell.
on a side note, sheesha and kebab dinner was nice. of course, my virgin experience at Minds Cafe was pretty mind-blowing cos i never really seemed to understand what was going on. board games or card games sure get pretty confusing these days. oh well. it was a great experience with great company nonetheless.
there was this card on ImaginIFF that asks "Imagine if I were a weather, what kind of weather would I be?". i remember myself picking something that goes sorta like drizzling and gloomy/cloudy or some sort. well, it pretty much reflects the mental state of mind these days.
life ain't all rainbow and sunshine but i guess i just need someone to bring some sunshine back in my life.
wish me luck for my exhibition on monday. if i'm lucky, i might actually win some prize money to cover up for some of my expenses for the past 9 days. if not, i'll be fasting for the rest of the month.
i'll leave you with this pretty nice song that was on the radio some time ago.
-forgot my name at 4:46 AM
my internet connection has been down for over a week now. so if there's some unexplained inactivity over here you'll know where i'm at.
back to school to continue the eid shit. my group leader just notified me that i have to come up with a poster design by tomorrow cos it's the deadline. like 4 hours ago he told me that and i'm pretty stoned right now to think of anything.
maybe i'll get high and see if i can have a surge of inspirations through my veins :)
-forgot my name at 11:54 PM
as usual, nothing that's worth buying is on sale during the great singapore sale. maybe other than some undergarments or socks.
however, i just realised that alleybar has a freaking happy hour from 5 to 9 pm daily. it's like OMGWTF. i totally exploited the 1-for-1 Erdinger which totally makes me a happy man. cheap good booze and great food. i think you know where to find me at night next time.
-forgot my name at 12:54 AM
i really wonder if this is a good or bad sign.
ah crap.
i'm so just knee deep in shit this time. haha
-forgot my name at 12:46 AM
just a quick update. my job scope so far is to do sight seeing on jurong island, drink green tea and read some air conditioning reports and stuff. they'd better start giving me something to do or i'll start requesting for some. haha
hmm. what dy said kinda makes sense. why do i seem to attract girls with baggages or me myself falling for girls with baggages. (note baggage here is a metaphor)
i'm just a trouble finder/solver/simply a sucker.
-forgot my name at 12:41 AM
i'm seriously too tired to talk about my first day of work.
it's been awesome so far. the job scope's nothing like the email they sent me and the island life is pretty interesting i must say.
what more complaints could i possibly have? i get to eat at the canteen by the sea everyday :)
i'll try to post some pics when i get the chance to take them.
and oh, the dress code is pretty casual cos i'll be expected to put on some jumpsuits. lol. i'll try to get a pic on that too just for you all to laugh about :)
-forgot my name at 10:30 PM
i didn't know my blog had such profound impact on lives of other people. it really touches me to know that i've been able to strike a chord within some of you with my ramblings over here. thanks for everything.
what does not kill me will only make me stronger; cliche but true.
there's this interesting quote from Rocky Balboa(from what i can remember):
no matter what you do, Life is gonna hit hard at you and pound you to your knees if you let it. it's not about how hard you can hit at Life, it's about how hard you can get hit and still keep moving forward.
i've been getting hit everywhere i turn and i'm still moving forward. maybe someday, i too will become stronger.
anyway, first day of work in a few hours. dress to kill. haha
-forgot my name at 12:40 AM
haiz. fucking emo.
listening to fin by Anberlin is just rubbing salt onto the wound and yet i'm still indulging in this moment.
on a happier note, my friend told me that NUH has taken an interest in the product we came up with for the exhibition. gotta make an appointment with them and discuss in details. cool.
-forgot my name at 2:17 AM
i guess this time i gotta help myself out of this dipshit. somehow i feel i'm falling deeper day by day. good or bad, only time could tell.
as i was journeying back home today, i do realise whether we like it or not, we're all in this rat race and it ain't never easy to stay on top of the game. so what if you're at the top? you're still part of the rat race.
there has to be some way outta this vicious cycle.
a life of my own.
oh and not forgetting how i've totally busted my expenditures in 3 weeks. i've spent near twice my allowance already for this month. you could say that it's the GSS but i ain't never really bought shit. haha maybe it's just the heck care attitude now that i'm gonna be starting a 5 months routine work life.
i do wonder if i can really be at where i wanna be even with a fucked up degree. yes, you can quote me all the fucking examples of the people who have succeeded in life and come from a humble background. but there are still tons earning fat paychecks every month by mugging hard when they were in college.
i just hope i don't lose myself somewhere out there.
-forgot my name at 11:40 PM
damn. my 'holiday' is cut short all of a sudden. HR from Exxon called me to ask when i could start work, i asked her when would you like me to start? then she said how bout tomorrow. that was like totally what the fuck. haha anyway i'll be starting work the coming monday.
quite a crappy holiday i have here. this is the second week of my official holiday so far and that's as far as i can go. oh well. work means more money and i need money. work work.
-forgot my name at 3:41 PM
i'm kinda getting more accustomed to the chilling lifestyle these days. maybe it's the emo or something but sheesha was great with great company and great food. of course, the sheesha smoking seems to be able to make me relax more too. hmm.
-forgot my name at 3:23 AM
and thus ends the 5 weeks of EID. it didn't turn out to be that bad after all. of course the waking part everyday was dreadful but at least i dare to say that our final product is something that i'm proud of.
somehow my group project managed to come up second in the assistance category and we won ourselves a prize money of $800 to be divided amongst...11 of us. haha pathetic. oh yes and i thought we were gonna win first prize cos most of the products other groups came up with was...rather cork. haha oh wells.
i probably need to stop talking so much about me boozing every now and then lest people get the wrong idea that i'm some kinda alcoholic. i'm just an almoholic; an emo alcoholic. haha
-forgot my name at 3:13 AM
hasn't there been times when you wonder if you'd be achieving anything great out of your life.
the line between self-worth and self-perceived worth gets blurry at times. so much so that i'm so lost in myself; the struggle between reality and virtual reality, the tussle between what is and what will be.
i'm still nowhere as of now. as for the future, who could tell.
on a side note, sheesha and kebab dinner was nice. of course, my virgin experience at Minds Cafe was pretty mind-blowing cos i never really seemed to understand what was going on. board games or card games sure get pretty confusing these days. oh well. it was a great experience with great company nonetheless.
there was this card on ImaginIFF that asks "Imagine if I were a weather, what kind of weather would I be?". i remember myself picking something that goes sorta like drizzling and gloomy/cloudy or some sort. well, it pretty much reflects the mental state of mind these days.
life ain't all rainbow and sunshine but i guess i just need someone to bring some sunshine back in my life.
wish me luck for my exhibition on monday. if i'm lucky, i might actually win some prize money to cover up for some of my expenses for the past 9 days. if not, i'll be fasting for the rest of the month.
i'll leave you with this pretty nice song that was on the radio some time ago.
-forgot my name at 4:46 AM
my internet connection has been down for over a week now. so if there's some unexplained inactivity over here you'll know where i'm at.
back to school to continue the eid shit. my group leader just notified me that i have to come up with a poster design by tomorrow cos it's the deadline. like 4 hours ago he told me that and i'm pretty stoned right now to think of anything.
maybe i'll get high and see if i can have a surge of inspirations through my veins :)
-forgot my name at 11:54 PM
as usual, nothing that's worth buying is on sale during the great singapore sale. maybe other than some undergarments or socks.
however, i just realised that alleybar has a freaking happy hour from 5 to 9 pm daily. it's like OMGWTF. i totally exploited the 1-for-1 Erdinger which totally makes me a happy man. cheap good booze and great food. i think you know where to find me at night next time.
-forgot my name at 12:54 AM
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