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kinda emo day at work today.
kept dozing off at work cos i was busy munching on potato chips instead of sleeping late at night.
it's the last day i would be seeing one of the uncle in my office (he's from another department but he shares the office with my department). he'll be going on a long leave for december starting from next week and he'd be shifting out of that office when he comes back.
i'd miss him.
although we hadn't really worked together in any of the jobs, he was a pretty funny guy to hang around with, always full of random hokkien/canto/malay comments which makes you burst out laughing. initially, he was kinda eager to make me join his church activities or maybe just talk to me about some stuff bout christianity but he eventually gave that up somehow. i'm just too thick in the skull to really put so much faith in any religion.
it's not that he's trying to psycho me to changing my faith or anything but he's seen how it has changed his life and probably wants it to happen to me too. told me how he had been a compulsive gambler last time and it was Christianity that really changed his thinking and all. it's all good for his family and i hope for all the best in his future.
what really suprised me at the end of the day was when we shook hands and he told me "all the best for your future and study hard. i hope to work under you when you become manager in the future'. geez. he's putting too much faith in me. and seriously, when he said that, my colleagues and my supervisor turned to look at me with a look of surprise. oh wells.
if i do get back there next time and end up as manager one fine day, i definitely won't forget him.
aw hamburgers.
-forgot my name at 10:39 PM
as i was walking along the corridor of N3 labs in the evening, it brought back a lot of memories of EID back in June.
despite all our whining about meeting up and the endless rejection of ideas by our technician, we or at least i had loads of fun with all the machining and attempts at building our own gadget.
oh wells. those were the days.
-forgot my name at 11:18 PM
all you needed was time,
but now time will destroy us.
-forgot my name at 11:47 PM
i'll do my best to adjust to the morning light.
i can't keep my place,
feels like i've been awake for days.
sadly, you turn away and now i'm faced
with the harsh truth, the harsh truth.
my cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom.
excerpt from 'Scary Kids Scaring Kids - A Breath of Sunshine'.
what's with the emo mood. knnbccb.
-forgot my name at 10:14 PM
how time flies. it's already been 5 years since i've started this blog.
how much longer will i hold out.
-forgot my name at 11:53 PM
it's been a long while.
but it's been a great session nonetheless :)
-forgot my name at 12:46 AM
seriously i'm nuts.
i watched the same show again today at the same seat in the same theatre. hahahaha
-forgot my name at 12:19 AM
seriously, Lars and The Real Girl is hands down one of the best movies i've ever watched in the theatres. ryan gosling has done it again and the story has so much depth in it. it's so simple and touching i could actually cry watching it if i was alone. oh wells.
however, majority of the people who watch the show don't seem to understand the meaning behind the show and just think that it's some lame ass comedy. i don't believe it should even be rated as a comedy in the first place as according to yahoo! movies. there weren't even so many funny parts in the show and everyone was seriously laughing at the wrong things and the wrong time most of the time. i'd hate to say this but these people need to grow up.
or maybe i'm just too emo.
i think i might wanna watch it again. anyone wanna watch it?
oh and not forgetting, i watched it with my all-time favorite gay partner cum movie khaki today. arthur lim guan. ah. how sweet.
-forgot my name at 12:02 AM
i really love the kind of relationship ang moh parents share with their kids.
i was eating at sushi tei that day when there was this caucasian mum and three kids sitting there waiting for the dad to arrive. the moment he appeared, he just walked right over and gave his wife a peck on the lips and then you could see the kids scrambling towards him calling out "Daddy" and wanting to hug him.
what a heartwarming sight to behold.
-forgot my name at 10:36 PM
just a quick summary of that list: India's richest 4 are valued more than the 40 richest Chinese combined. go figure.
-forgot my name at 9:51 PM
fucking shit up feeling.
and my throat is fucked.
-forgot my name at 5:08 PM
feeling somewhat pissed off at the lack of organisational skills of some people.
feeling somewhat constipated due to lack of fibres consumed over the week.
feeling somewhat tired of people asking me out for dinners on the pretext of birthday and end up with pretty much nobody else.
hate to sound like an asswipe over here but here goes. i really appreciate some of your intentions to ask me out for dinner cos it was my birthday on the 12th but i am so sick and tired of it becoming me accomodating to all of your schedule and venue instead of whatsoever. on the days i'm free nobody wants to ask me out. on the days i'm not free everyone wants to ask me out. on the days i'm out, nobody fucking turns up. perfect example how a good week could turn bad.
-forgot my name at 1:40 AM
(paranoia woven deep beneath my skin)
I'll draw this line
and hope you'll take my side
(breathe slow, breathe slow)
you shouldn't have to fight alone
(you shouldn't have to fight at all)
it's nobody's battle but your own
Chorus from Alexisonfire - To A Friend.
-forgot my name at 1:15 AM
seriously, after 3 or 4 weeks of life of sobriety, i'm getting the desire to drink again.
maybe it's partly because yesterday's outing kinda made my day.
company was great although i felt kinda bad for them cos both of them had papers the next day.
japanese food is a delight as usual and shochu shiro is pretty hardcore.
or maybe it was the cigar and lighter that was really nice :)
thanks for the present boss. now i gotta think how i'm gonna get those damn cigars. haha
-forgot my name at 11:36 PM
thanks for all the birthday wishes from all over.
it's interesting that some has asked how i'm spending my birthday, how i should be out wreaking havoc somewhere.
nah. i just spent the day at home typing out some of my final report, watching dvds, reading books. it's boring yes, but at least i felt peaceful that way. i kinda needed that. been a long time since i was able to sit at home on a weekday afternoon just lazing around and i kinda relish that feeling.
4 more weeks of work to go :) :(
-forgot my name at 12:16 AM
as usual, it's an odd time of the year for me.
it's always a whirlwind of emotions, thoughts and feelings.
happy birthday to me.
may i live to do this again next year.
-forgot my name at 12:17 AM
a lot of reasons why i like this video. the lyrics intrigue me and i like the way it varies from the original version and not to mention that she's way better looking. haha
kinda emo somewhat. the notion of 'What if God was one of us' intrigues me. i've read similar metaphors in a few books and i can't help but imagine that if there really is a God somewhere amongst us, living just the way we do.
the perfect harmony between the real and the unreal, the weak and the strong.
-forgot my name at 3:54 AM
i want a dog like this :(
-forgot my name at 12:57 AM
oh i actually didn't realise the previous entry was my 800th post. how time flies.
haven't really been blogging lately partly because i'm too lazy and there ain't nothing much about me to blog about. normalcy has once again taken over and it's back to the mundane routine. haven't been drinking or smoking or even feeling emo for that matters except occasional fits.
in retrospect, i think i've changed quite a bit over this period of attachment. i'm not quite sure if it's for the better or the worse. be it in terms of dressing, spending habits or attitude. i'm kinda different from when i started out. oh wells.
diarrhoea for one week is killing me. urgh.
-forgot my name at 12:44 AM
he didn't make it.
-forgot my name at 10:55 PM
kept dozing off at work cos i was busy munching on potato chips instead of sleeping late at night.
it's the last day i would be seeing one of the uncle in my office (he's from another department but he shares the office with my department). he'll be going on a long leave for december starting from next week and he'd be shifting out of that office when he comes back.
i'd miss him.
although we hadn't really worked together in any of the jobs, he was a pretty funny guy to hang around with, always full of random hokkien/canto/malay comments which makes you burst out laughing. initially, he was kinda eager to make me join his church activities or maybe just talk to me about some stuff bout christianity but he eventually gave that up somehow. i'm just too thick in the skull to really put so much faith in any religion.
it's not that he's trying to psycho me to changing my faith or anything but he's seen how it has changed his life and probably wants it to happen to me too. told me how he had been a compulsive gambler last time and it was Christianity that really changed his thinking and all. it's all good for his family and i hope for all the best in his future.
what really suprised me at the end of the day was when we shook hands and he told me "all the best for your future and study hard. i hope to work under you when you become manager in the future'. geez. he's putting too much faith in me. and seriously, when he said that, my colleagues and my supervisor turned to look at me with a look of surprise. oh wells.
if i do get back there next time and end up as manager one fine day, i definitely won't forget him.
aw hamburgers.
-forgot my name at 10:39 PM
as i was walking along the corridor of N3 labs in the evening, it brought back a lot of memories of EID back in June.
despite all our whining about meeting up and the endless rejection of ideas by our technician, we or at least i had loads of fun with all the machining and attempts at building our own gadget.
oh wells. those were the days.
-forgot my name at 11:18 PM
all you needed was time,
but now time will destroy us.
-forgot my name at 11:47 PM
the night fades with a breath of sunshine,
i'll do my best to adjust to the morning light.
i can't keep my place,
feels like i've been awake for days.
sadly, you turn away and now i'm faced
with the harsh truth, the harsh truth.
my cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom.
excerpt from 'Scary Kids Scaring Kids - A Breath of Sunshine'.
what's with the emo mood. knnbccb.
-forgot my name at 10:14 PM
how time flies. it's already been 5 years since i've started this blog.
how much longer will i hold out.
-forgot my name at 11:53 PM
it's been a long while.
but it's been a great session nonetheless :)
-forgot my name at 12:46 AM
seriously i'm nuts.
i watched the same show again today at the same seat in the same theatre. hahahaha
-forgot my name at 12:19 AM
seriously, Lars and The Real Girl is hands down one of the best movies i've ever watched in the theatres. ryan gosling has done it again and the story has so much depth in it. it's so simple and touching i could actually cry watching it if i was alone. oh wells.
however, majority of the people who watch the show don't seem to understand the meaning behind the show and just think that it's some lame ass comedy. i don't believe it should even be rated as a comedy in the first place as according to yahoo! movies. there weren't even so many funny parts in the show and everyone was seriously laughing at the wrong things and the wrong time most of the time. i'd hate to say this but these people need to grow up.
or maybe i'm just too emo.
i think i might wanna watch it again. anyone wanna watch it?
oh and not forgetting, i watched it with my all-time favorite gay partner cum movie khaki today. arthur lim guan. ah. how sweet.
-forgot my name at 12:02 AM
i really love the kind of relationship ang moh parents share with their kids.
i was eating at sushi tei that day when there was this caucasian mum and three kids sitting there waiting for the dad to arrive. the moment he appeared, he just walked right over and gave his wife a peck on the lips and then you could see the kids scrambling towards him calling out "Daddy" and wanting to hug him.
what a heartwarming sight to behold.
-forgot my name at 10:36 PM
it's interesting to read about the latest Forbes richest indian list. just when everyone was busy focusing on the heated China market, these people in India are quietly counting the money in their back pockets.
just a quick summary of that list: India's richest 4 are valued more than the 40 richest Chinese combined. go figure.
-forgot my name at 9:51 PM
fucking shit up feeling.
and my throat is fucked.
-forgot my name at 5:08 PM
feeling somewhat pissed off at the lack of organisational skills of some people.
feeling somewhat constipated due to lack of fibres consumed over the week.
feeling somewhat tired of people asking me out for dinners on the pretext of birthday and end up with pretty much nobody else.
hate to sound like an asswipe over here but here goes. i really appreciate some of your intentions to ask me out for dinner cos it was my birthday on the 12th but i am so sick and tired of it becoming me accomodating to all of your schedule and venue instead of whatsoever. on the days i'm free nobody wants to ask me out. on the days i'm not free everyone wants to ask me out. on the days i'm out, nobody fucking turns up. perfect example how a good week could turn bad.
-forgot my name at 1:40 AM
I'll stay in time and watch you pass by
(paranoia woven deep beneath my skin)
I'll draw this line
and hope you'll take my side
(breathe slow, breathe slow)
you shouldn't have to fight alone
(you shouldn't have to fight at all)
it's nobody's battle but your own
Chorus from Alexisonfire - To A Friend.
-forgot my name at 1:15 AM
seriously, after 3 or 4 weeks of life of sobriety, i'm getting the desire to drink again.
maybe it's partly because yesterday's outing kinda made my day.
company was great although i felt kinda bad for them cos both of them had papers the next day.
japanese food is a delight as usual and shochu shiro is pretty hardcore.
or maybe it was the cigar and lighter that was really nice :)
thanks for the present boss. now i gotta think how i'm gonna get those damn cigars. haha
-forgot my name at 11:36 PM
thanks for all the birthday wishes from all over.
it's interesting that some has asked how i'm spending my birthday, how i should be out wreaking havoc somewhere.
nah. i just spent the day at home typing out some of my final report, watching dvds, reading books. it's boring yes, but at least i felt peaceful that way. i kinda needed that. been a long time since i was able to sit at home on a weekday afternoon just lazing around and i kinda relish that feeling.
4 more weeks of work to go :) :(
-forgot my name at 12:16 AM
as usual, it's an odd time of the year for me.
it's always a whirlwind of emotions, thoughts and feelings.
happy birthday to me.
may i live to do this again next year.
-forgot my name at 12:17 AM
a lot of reasons why i like this video. the lyrics intrigue me and i like the way it varies from the original version and not to mention that she's way better looking. haha
kinda emo somewhat. the notion of 'What if God was one of us' intrigues me. i've read similar metaphors in a few books and i can't help but imagine that if there really is a God somewhere amongst us, living just the way we do.
the perfect harmony between the real and the unreal, the weak and the strong.
Faith
-forgot my name at 3:54 AM
i want a dog like this :(
-forgot my name at 12:57 AM
oh i actually didn't realise the previous entry was my 800th post. how time flies.
haven't really been blogging lately partly because i'm too lazy and there ain't nothing much about me to blog about. normalcy has once again taken over and it's back to the mundane routine. haven't been drinking or smoking or even feeling emo for that matters except occasional fits.
in retrospect, i think i've changed quite a bit over this period of attachment. i'm not quite sure if it's for the better or the worse. be it in terms of dressing, spending habits or attitude. i'm kinda different from when i started out. oh wells.
diarrhoea for one week is killing me. urgh.
-forgot my name at 12:44 AM
he didn't make it.
-forgot my name at 10:55 PM
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