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i'll be in vietnam in about 8 hours time.
pretty excited cos this is gonna be my first backpacking trip.
will be away for approximately a week which means i'll spend my new year in a totally foreign land with no details fixed for the trip at all.
the thought of all these uncertainties we'd be facing is exhilarating yet daunting at the same time.
i do hope that i'd be able to find some part of me that has been lost for so long through this trip.
let's hope i come back a better man.
see you guys next year ;)
-forgot my name at 2:09 AM
the loss grieves me to a certain extent but tough luck i know.
another thing is that for the first time in my life i actually want to fucking slap a girl.
when i am really fucking tripped by one of your guys, you need not have acted like a bimbo and shouted out 'he fell down himself what'. really, the world's a better place when you don't open your mouth. get your facts right before you speak. bitch.
-forgot my name at 10:41 PM
yes yes. i'm slow but who cares.
his vocal is like totally emo but i'm loving it.
somebody please shoot me.
-forgot my name at 4:15 AM
what a christmas this is turning out to be.
-forgot my name at 10:40 PM
time, truth and hearts.
-forgot my name at 11:45 AM
all i want for christmas is you.
-forgot my name at 7:00 PM
i like how you sound all sleepy and whiny in the morning.
i like how we can talk about so many different things.
i like how similar we are in so many ways.
i don't like how it all seems so near, yet so far.
-forgot my name at 9:17 AM
well done.
-forgot my name at 1:15 AM
-forgot my name at 12:41 AM
please ignore this post.
i don't know why the fuck but i'm just feeling fucking emo, depressed and angsty.
probably it's got something to do with the booze and all the talks with my sec sch buddy but oh wells. it's just issues that i've been ignoring for too damn long.
i don't know what the fuck i'm doing at all.
i don't even know what i should be doing. where should i go from here.
can i just carry on living this facade and be as it is or do i go on escaping from it all.
yet when it all comes back hitting you right in your face, there ain't no running. there ain't no place to seek solace and comfort from.
suddenly it all comes flooding back to my mind. all that she has said on that fateful night.
the talk about not risking the friendship and all.
the talk about remaining as it is.
the talk about not getting into a r/s anytime soon.
the talk about me not reaping what i sow.
the talk about me getting hurt again.
all these talk that will forever be just talk.
if i don't walk the walk and talk the talk.
i'm lost.
-forgot my name at 1:07 AM
-forgot my name at 12:27 AM
tried out acupuncture for the first time in my life.
it really feels weird to see 8 needles on one knee and another 6 on another.
wasn't really painful but it sure feels effective.
oh wells.
-forgot my name at 2:00 PM
whoopass.
-forgot my name at 2:31 AM
damn. it sure is hard to find good company to go on a totally random and spontaneous backpacking trip.
-forgot my name at 1:11 AM
retail therapy is not too bad.
i'll see if my spending for this month can fit in one last shopping item before school starts.
i'll stay in time and watch you pass by.
haiz.
-forgot my name at 11:49 PM
one for the fat lady :)
-forgot my name at 9:39 PM
it's been a while.
my performance was totally like fuck though.
just what the hell was i doing.
my knee is fucking giving me problem again.
not at this time.
-forgot my name at 5:52 PM
it's nights like these that you wish you had someone to cuddle up in bed with.
i'm getting tired of inter-hall games. tired of staying in hall somewhat.
can i just move back home and run away from all these?
-forgot my name at 11:48 PM
dammit. i can't stop buying books even though i have no time to read them.
finally my long-awaited Hunter's Blade Trilogy comes in collectors' edition and it was like orgasmic when i saw it.
i totally blew my budget for the month cos i bought that plus The Road and The Catcher In The Rye. whoopass. i shall eat air and shit water for the rest of the month.
-forgot my name at 11:55 PM
the amount of rochers i bought for the people at my workplace.
geez.
-forgot my name at 12:22 AM
somehow, as christmas draws nearer,
loneliness seems to be surrounding me ever so closely.
glistening dew in the morning sun,
oblivious to the sands of time.
aberrations across the clear blue sky,
this ubiquitous melancholy,
fleeting array of blinding lights,
spiralling into the gloom.
fuck. this is damn random.
not even cigar and alcohol could save me.
-forgot my name at 9:18 PM
oh yeah.
hockey inebriates the soul.
i'm looking forward to wednesday.
although there are disappointments too.
oh wells.
-forgot my name at 8:52 PM
DVD burner
slippers
camera accessories
upgrade my desktop's RAM
a pair of jeans/berms
some t-shirts maybe
a pair of shades perhaps
a new pair of turf shoes
a tattoo?
(updated 9.38 p.m.)
-forgot my name at 8:04 PM
last 5 days of attachment.
how time flies.
i was surprised by my supervisor when he actually reviewed my internship appraisal twice. the first time he reviewed with me and i can see from the appraisal that most of it were above average. there were like 4 boxes to choose from in each category; oustanding, above average, average, below average. he even told me several areas i needed to improve on which i agreed as well.
a couple of days later, he passed me the appraisal again and told me he reviewed it again and has submitted it to HR. this time the appraisal had most of the outstanding columns ticked. he's just so awfully sweet ain't he. or maybe he's hinting to me that i should be footing the bill when our department goes out together for dinner on thursday.
-forgot my name at 8:03 PM
pretty excited cos this is gonna be my first backpacking trip.
will be away for approximately a week which means i'll spend my new year in a totally foreign land with no details fixed for the trip at all.
the thought of all these uncertainties we'd be facing is exhilarating yet daunting at the same time.
i do hope that i'd be able to find some part of me that has been lost for so long through this trip.
let's hope i come back a better man.
see you guys next year ;)
-forgot my name at 2:09 AM
the loss grieves me to a certain extent but tough luck i know.
another thing is that for the first time in my life i actually want to fucking slap a girl.
when i am really fucking tripped by one of your guys, you need not have acted like a bimbo and shouted out 'he fell down himself what'. really, the world's a better place when you don't open your mouth. get your facts right before you speak. bitch.
-forgot my name at 10:41 PM
yes yes. i'm slow but who cares.
his vocal is like totally emo but i'm loving it.
somebody please shoot me.
-forgot my name at 4:15 AM
what a christmas this is turning out to be.
-forgot my name at 10:40 PM
time, truth and hearts.
-forgot my name at 11:45 AM
all i want for christmas is you.
-forgot my name at 7:00 PM
i like how you sound all sleepy and whiny in the morning.
i like how we can talk about so many different things.
i like how similar we are in so many ways.
i don't like how it all seems so near, yet so far.
-forgot my name at 9:17 AM
well done la zesin. you had to go on and lose your only birthday present for this year.
well done.
-forgot my name at 1:15 AM
how a good day can all go bad. all.
-forgot my name at 12:41 AM
please ignore this post.
i don't know why the fuck but i'm just feeling fucking emo, depressed and angsty.
probably it's got something to do with the booze and all the talks with my sec sch buddy but oh wells. it's just issues that i've been ignoring for too damn long.
i don't know what the fuck i'm doing at all.
i don't even know what i should be doing. where should i go from here.
can i just carry on living this facade and be as it is or do i go on escaping from it all.
yet when it all comes back hitting you right in your face, there ain't no running. there ain't no place to seek solace and comfort from.
suddenly it all comes flooding back to my mind. all that she has said on that fateful night.
the talk about not risking the friendship and all.
the talk about remaining as it is.
the talk about not getting into a r/s anytime soon.
the talk about me not reaping what i sow.
the talk about me getting hurt again.
all these talk that will forever be just talk.
if i don't walk the walk and talk the talk.
i'm lost.
-forgot my name at 1:07 AM
:(
-forgot my name at 12:27 AM
tried out acupuncture for the first time in my life.
it really feels weird to see 8 needles on one knee and another 6 on another.
wasn't really painful but it sure feels effective.
oh wells.
-forgot my name at 2:00 PM
i'm totally thrilled that i'd be going to an absolute foreign place with absolutely no knowledge of it.
whoopass.
-forgot my name at 2:31 AM
damn. it sure is hard to find good company to go on a totally random and spontaneous backpacking trip.
-forgot my name at 1:11 AM
retail therapy is not too bad.
i'll see if my spending for this month can fit in one last shopping item before school starts.
i'll stay in time and watch you pass by.
haiz.
-forgot my name at 11:49 PM
one for the fat lady :)
-forgot my name at 9:39 PM
sure feels good to start winning hockey games again.
it's been a while.
my performance was totally like fuck though.
just what the hell was i doing.
my knee is fucking giving me problem again.
not at this time.
-forgot my name at 5:52 PM
it's nights like these that you wish you had someone to cuddle up in bed with.
i'm getting tired of inter-hall games. tired of staying in hall somewhat.
can i just move back home and run away from all these?
-forgot my name at 11:48 PM
dammit. i can't stop buying books even though i have no time to read them.
finally my long-awaited Hunter's Blade Trilogy comes in collectors' edition and it was like orgasmic when i saw it.
i totally blew my budget for the month cos i bought that plus The Road and The Catcher In The Rye. whoopass. i shall eat air and shit water for the rest of the month.
-forgot my name at 11:55 PM
the amount of rochers i bought for the people at my workplace.
geez.
-forgot my name at 12:22 AM
somehow, as christmas draws nearer,
loneliness seems to be surrounding me ever so closely.
glistening dew in the morning sun,
oblivious to the sands of time.
aberrations across the clear blue sky,
this ubiquitous melancholy,
fleeting array of blinding lights,
spiralling into the gloom.
fuck. this is damn random.
not even cigar and alcohol could save me.
-forgot my name at 9:18 PM
oh yeah.
hockey inebriates the soul.
i'm looking forward to wednesday.
although there are disappointments too.
oh wells.
-forgot my name at 8:52 PM
there are a number of things that i would like to get in december, here's a note-to-self list:
slippers
camera accessories
upgrade my desktop's RAM
a pair of jeans/berms
some t-shirts maybe
a pair of shades perhaps
a new pair of turf shoes
a tattoo?
(updated 9.38 p.m.)
-forgot my name at 8:04 PM
last 5 days of attachment.
how time flies.
i was surprised by my supervisor when he actually reviewed my internship appraisal twice. the first time he reviewed with me and i can see from the appraisal that most of it were above average. there were like 4 boxes to choose from in each category; oustanding, above average, average, below average. he even told me several areas i needed to improve on which i agreed as well.
a couple of days later, he passed me the appraisal again and told me he reviewed it again and has submitted it to HR. this time the appraisal had most of the outstanding columns ticked. he's just so awfully sweet ain't he. or maybe he's hinting to me that i should be footing the bill when our department goes out together for dinner on thursday.
-forgot my name at 8:03 PM
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