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i only got a B+ for my attachment. well done la. there goes my chances of scraping through with any miserable honours. -forgot my name at 11:01 PM at least the night ended on a good note :) i'm such a sucker :) -forgot my name at 3:59 AM one whole day that's fucking full of shit. from the evening onwards that is. ah crap. -forgot my name at 10:06 PM up yours. -forgot my name at 7:01 PM i had the weirdest of dreams. i dreamt my hockey stick broke. hmm. however, i'm still happy :) -forgot my name at 9:34 PM it's been a long while. but i'm really happy. it's those times when you find yourself smiling like an idiot to nobody in particular :) don't let me fall. -forgot my name at 11:53 PM you think too much. -forgot my name at 1:47 PM yes i know that many of you out there are lashing out at the sheer monstrosity of the presentation of the movie cloverfield. i would like to beg to differ. the film is manipulated such that it seems to be entirely shot through a handycam for a reason. by providing you a view from the character's point of view, the story is exhilarating, grappling, lets you feel the tension, horror, helplessness of what they are facing. that is if you all can withstand the dizzyness that you feel while following the motion of the camera. not all movies have to end with a happily ever after with the monster killed and everyone rebuilds their happy homeland. because this is the real world. -forgot my name at 12:43 AM
-forgot my name at 12:36 AM oh. did i mention that i don't know why but i think girls in skinnies are hot and i think girls who smoke are cool. geez. what's wrong with me. Ze is gone fuckedness. i'm facebooking too much. -forgot my name at 9:11 PM they killed off jiraiya-sama. T_T -forgot my name at 7:23 PM i think i need a part time job. anyone wanna hire? i can do anything from cleaning the house to doing homework for you (up till secondary school level, my jc was a flop). -forgot my name at 10:55 PM i've been so caught up with myself and with whatever shit that is going on around me that i've neglected a lot of stuff. such as my financial health. my account balance is still pretty fucked and i'm still spending as if i'm still drawing an allowance of $1200/mth. on the other hand, it's pretty comforting to see that STI is gonna go below 3000 soon. i'm evil. -forgot my name at 2:26 AM somehow i don't feel confident about this semester at all. don't seem to be coping well with university academics. i just can't wait to get the hell out of here. -forgot my name at 12:51 AM somehow i feel a tinge of sadness seeing the former president of indonesia suffering in the hospital like that. multiple organ failures and to be kept alive on machine, that's not befitting of a man like him. he deserves more than that. ah. school sucks. -forgot my name at 11:25 PM sometimes i turn up my stereo so loud i hope it could drown out my thoughts. but it just couldn't. -forgot my name at 12:19 AM been hearing all kinds of impressions people have of me these days. it's weird how people think my grades are pretty good although it's nowhere near acceptable. oh well at least some think that i look confident and even think i'm interesting. haha first impression. oh well. -forgot my name at 2:43 AM school sucks ass. i wanna go back to the working life :( -forgot my name at 11:51 PM here we go again. -forgot my name at 1:17 AM i suppose it's some kinda in-thing to be blogging about the new year and i guess i'll attempt to do one now. i'm sorry that it's kinda late but i simply refuse to use a computer while in vietnam so here goes. 2007 wasn't a particularly extraordinary year but there were certainly some good things worth nothing this year. the fact that i managed to land myself in ExxonMobil for attachment is one of the best things that happened to me in 07 and with the pretty good pay i got, i managed to buy myself quite some stuff, most notably my DSLR. it also seemed a pretty good year in the sense that i've somehow found time to reconnect back with a lot of friends through the attachment period. so yeah. everything's good minus away the emo times but that's part of life i guess. all in all, i'm grateful for everything that has happened. vietnam trip at the end of year was pretty memorable. first backpacking trip and i'm sure it won't be the last. it was a great experience even though everything was pretty rush and 24-hours bus journeys were totally torturous. spending new year's eve and new year itself in a quaint small town known as Hoi An is mesmerizing in a way. i could remember how the light from the boats flickers on the surface of the river and motorbikes were all making their way to the central stage area where there was gonna be a small countdown performance of some sort. all of these get you thinking a lot about the simple life, the quiet life. how to be contented with what little we may have. oh well, at least i had a pleasant dream on new year's day and this morning. about how different it might have been if you were backpacking with me instead :) i'm just thinking too much. happy new year. -forgot my name at 1:44 AM |
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