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haha apparently the JI leader who was detained by the Ministry of Home Affairs at Whitley Road Detention Centre has successfully escaped.
he's probably the first who's done that. you gotta give it to him man. haha
looks like they were focusing too much on the Budget to be bothered about homeland security. what a joke.
-forgot my name at 1:24 AM
**** says:
u told me de, u will not give up
so keep going and dont give up
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=)
thanks.
actually it's not about her telling me we're impossible
it's more of her telling me that whatever i've been doing is making her feel uncomfortable
as in she feels awkward or sth
and asks me to stop doing it.
--------. says:
there's no reason for me to continue doing what i'm doing
because she told me that she feels uncomfortable with it
i'm not even trying to make her like me or make her fall in love with me
i'm just trying to make her happy
and if that's not the case then why continue.
**** says:
but will u feel happy when u see her happy?
--------. says:
yeap
**** says:
even if she is attached now with another guy and very happy?
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sure i've thought of that possibility
and i will be sad or filled with resentment questioning why not me
but it is not in my capacity to decide who she is to be with
as long as she's happy
note that the above conversation took place while one party was absolutely delirious. the identities of the people involved are kept confidential to protect their rights to remain anonymous.
-forgot my name at 6:31 PM
urgh.
-forgot my name at 6:28 PM
this makes me wanna cry.
-forgot my name at 7:38 PM
-forgot my name at 7:33 PM
ah. stardust.
-forgot my name at 6:52 PM
grrrr. what's with this sudden fit of melancholy i'm feeling.
fucktard.
-forgot my name at 2:20 PM
was reading pj's blog and it reminded me of the movie "The Pursuit of Happyness" too. don't let anyone tell you something's impossible huh. oh well.
-forgot my name at 12:50 PM
amazing band. spread the word.
-forgot my name at 2:56 AM
goo goo dolls - before it's too late.
need i say more.
-forgot my name at 1:34 AM
isn't it amazing how we stop using some words because of the memories it will bring forth?
my vocabulary is shrinking again.
-forgot my name at 8:22 PM
-forgot my name at 7:13 PM
haha i just had to pen this down. pardon me.
-forgot my name at 2:32 AM
why does my predicament so remind me of the guy who showed up at the girl's door with a stack of hand-written confessions in the movie Love Actually.
nah. maybe i'm just trying to glorify my whimsical attempt at life.
-forgot my name at 1:03 PM
fucking stony.
-forgot my name at 12:50 PM
-forgot my name at 11:07 AM
-forgot my name at 3:37 AM
is some relief.
from these hard times.
-forgot my name at 2:14 AM
well, at least i have my new nokia E51 to keep my mind from straying.
-forgot my name at 11:52 AM
this reminds me why i love black and white.
why i love rock and roll.
why.
-forgot my name at 1:02 PM
-forgot my name at 11:12 AM
but it was all worth it i guess. for a day whereby nothing went wrong at all.
for the first time, shit didn't happen when it could so easily have.
:)
-forgot my name at 1:19 AM
it's times like these when you feel all alone and left out.
when you wished there was someone out there who cares.
all that you need is that pair of voice to talk to you.
i wanna move back home.
happy valentine's day.
-forgot my name at 12:37 AM
ok this is an emergency.
anyone needs a hall room at Hall 11?
my room mate's decided to pull out of hall. anyone who wants it will be staying with me but under his name. contact me if you're interested.
-forgot my name at 1:20 AM
updates on chinese new year to come soon. happy chinese new year to everyone in the meantime :)
here's a vid that i really love. a combination of the things i love most; stickmen, nice music, great lyrics. enjoy :)
-forgot my name at 2:43 AM
something i saw really cracked me up today.
was on the bus back home in jb when this other bus passed by. there were these two malay schoolgirls on the other bus and a couple of other school kids (whom i reckon to be their friends) sitting opposite me. as my bus slowly passed their bus, these two girls just showed the middle finger in their tudung and all.
it wasn't exactly a scene where you would burst out laughing but it somehow made me smile and think about a lot of stuff. malaysia, being a developing country, is still pretty conservative in a lot of ways and the girls' actions weren't one that would be easily tolerated by their culture. but i still think it was pretty cool. kinda reminded me of this upcoming french movie titled "Persepolis".
it's amazing how one culture could influence another culture in such diverse ways. and how one generation is struggling to break free from the norm yet still remaining socially acceptable.
-forgot my name at 9:17 PM
it's just like wanting that expensive bag or the classy car but when you really get it, you start questioning yourself about whether you really need it or if it's really what you want.
isn't it funny how things always seem more perfect when we dream of owning it than when we are in actual possession of it.
ah. just random rantings.
happy chinese new year everybody :)
-forgot my name at 2:38 AM
oh you totally screwed it up, big time.
-forgot my name at 1:08 AM
he's probably the first who's done that. you gotta give it to him man. haha
looks like they were focusing too much on the Budget to be bothered about homeland security. what a joke.
-forgot my name at 1:24 AM
**** says:
u told me de, u will not give up
so keep going and dont give up
--------. says:
=)
thanks.
actually it's not about her telling me we're impossible
it's more of her telling me that whatever i've been doing is making her feel uncomfortable
as in she feels awkward or sth
and asks me to stop doing it.
--------. says:
there's no reason for me to continue doing what i'm doing
because she told me that she feels uncomfortable with it
i'm not even trying to make her like me or make her fall in love with me
i'm just trying to make her happy
and if that's not the case then why continue.
**** says:
but will u feel happy when u see her happy?
--------. says:
yeap
**** says:
even if she is attached now with another guy and very happy?
--------. says:
sure i've thought of that possibility
and i will be sad or filled with resentment questioning why not me
but it is not in my capacity to decide who she is to be with
as long as she's happy
note that the above conversation took place while one party was absolutely delirious. the identities of the people involved are kept confidential to protect their rights to remain anonymous.
-forgot my name at 6:31 PM
why does my inner left ear hurt so bad.
urgh.
-forgot my name at 6:28 PM
this makes me wanna cry.
-forgot my name at 7:38 PM
i'm so addicted to Sigur Rós.
-forgot my name at 7:33 PM
Yvaine: You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.
ah. stardust.
-forgot my name at 6:52 PM
grrrr. what's with this sudden fit of melancholy i'm feeling.
fucktard.
-forgot my name at 2:20 PM
i've been dreaming a whole lot lately. nothing too morbid or depressing. just random people in random situations. it's just not in my nature to dream so frequently maybe that's why i'm feeling so lethargic once again.
was reading pj's blog and it reminded me of the movie "The Pursuit of Happyness" too. don't let anyone tell you something's impossible huh. oh well.
-forgot my name at 12:50 PM
amazing band. spread the word.
-forgot my name at 2:56 AM
goo goo dolls - iris.
goo goo dolls - before it's too late.
need i say more.
-forgot my name at 1:34 AM
isn't it amazing how we stop using some words because of the memories it will bring forth?
my vocabulary is shrinking again.
-forgot my name at 8:22 PM
when even the most beautiful of skies seem blue.
-forgot my name at 7:13 PM
and everyday i die a little more inside.
haha i just had to pen this down. pardon me.
-forgot my name at 2:32 AM
why does my predicament so remind me of the guy who showed up at the girl's door with a stack of hand-written confessions in the movie Love Actually.
nah. maybe i'm just trying to glorify my whimsical attempt at life.
-forgot my name at 1:03 PM
fucking stony.
-forgot my name at 12:50 PM
this void.
-forgot my name at 11:07 AM
haha shit happened after all.
-forgot my name at 3:37 AM
when all we need,
is some relief.
from these hard times.
-forgot my name at 2:14 AM
well, at least i have my new nokia E51 to keep my mind from straying.
-forgot my name at 11:52 AM
this reminds me why i love black and white.
why i love rock and roll.
why.
-forgot my name at 1:02 PM
a day when the weather is inexplicably contagious.
-forgot my name at 11:12 AM
no wonder dinesh labelled me as the biggest sucker he's ever known.
but it was all worth it i guess. for a day whereby nothing went wrong at all.
for the first time, shit didn't happen when it could so easily have.
:)
-forgot my name at 1:19 AM
it's times like these when you feel all alone and left out.
when you wished there was someone out there who cares.
all that you need is that pair of voice to talk to you.
i wanna move back home.
happy valentine's day.
-forgot my name at 12:37 AM
ok this is an emergency.
anyone needs a hall room at Hall 11?
my room mate's decided to pull out of hall. anyone who wants it will be staying with me but under his name. contact me if you're interested.
-forgot my name at 1:20 AM
updates on chinese new year to come soon. happy chinese new year to everyone in the meantime :)
here's a vid that i really love. a combination of the things i love most; stickmen, nice music, great lyrics. enjoy :)
-forgot my name at 2:43 AM
something i saw really cracked me up today.
was on the bus back home in jb when this other bus passed by. there were these two malay schoolgirls on the other bus and a couple of other school kids (whom i reckon to be their friends) sitting opposite me. as my bus slowly passed their bus, these two girls just showed the middle finger in their tudung and all.
it wasn't exactly a scene where you would burst out laughing but it somehow made me smile and think about a lot of stuff. malaysia, being a developing country, is still pretty conservative in a lot of ways and the girls' actions weren't one that would be easily tolerated by their culture. but i still think it was pretty cool. kinda reminded me of this upcoming french movie titled "Persepolis".
it's amazing how one culture could influence another culture in such diverse ways. and how one generation is struggling to break free from the norm yet still remaining socially acceptable.
-forgot my name at 9:17 PM
sometimes i feel that we're all just chasing after this eternal mirage in our lives.
it's just like wanting that expensive bag or the classy car but when you really get it, you start questioning yourself about whether you really need it or if it's really what you want.
isn't it funny how things always seem more perfect when we dream of owning it than when we are in actual possession of it.
ah. just random rantings.
happy chinese new year everybody :)
-forgot my name at 2:38 AM
oh you totally screwed it up, big time.
-forgot my name at 1:08 AM
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