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i don't know if i've read this shit somewhere or seen it somewhere on tv or some sort but maybe, just maybe, the more afraid we are of losing something, the more our actions/behaviours will contribute to making that fear a reality.
ah fuck my life.
-forgot my name at 12:03 AM
it's just weird how we forget things over time.
i remember there was a time when i used to be able to doodle, to draw, to paint.
seems like i could neither do any of those these days. it's almost like losing a part of myself.
maybe the day will come when i'll simply forget how to breathe or how to live.
maybe that's what death is.
we simply forgot how.
-forgot my name at 4:27 PM
It has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues. - Abraham Lincoln
-forgot my name at 11:23 AM
this is the time when your insecurity about everything would just eat you from the guts out.
i feel so small.
so weak.
-forgot my name at 2:36 PM
because one day i will be gone.
-forgot my name at 8:52 PM
she died last night.
-forgot my name at 10:42 PM
2009 sure as hell did not end on any good note at all. all i could think of on my mind these two days is the scene of my rabbit lying there twitching from the pain and shock it had gone through. i do not know if it can still see because it rarely moves and even if it moves, it only makes small little movements from one corner of the box to the other.
it ain't comforting at all even after the visit to the vet. he thinks it's a pretty bad injury and the chances of survival are pretty slim. on one hand, i would be glad for her to pull through even if she might become blind. but on the other hand, i simply cannot bear to see her suffering like this, that's not how it should end. however it might be, we'll just do our best to keep her alive and get well. simply because we owe her this much.
-forgot my name at 9:53 PM
came back to witness probably the greatest tragedy that has ever happened on my porch.
my dog pried open the rabbit's cage and attacked it. we probably were out the whole time and came back only to see rabbit laying there motionless. my heart sank when i saw her lying flat on its stomach but i was glad it was still breathing, albeit very weakly.
i have no idea how serious the wounds are because i cannot bear to look at it for more than a couple of minutes each time. all i can see is that one eye is bleeding and her body keeps twitching from time to time. probably from both shock and pain.
nobody expected this to happen. dog was leashed up to prevent this from happening, rabbit was caged up. we always knew the dog was interested in the rabbit but we never thought he would attack it like that. she doesn't deserve any of this.
and yes i feel a tremendous sense of guilt for the whole tragedy. because it was i who wanted to bring a dog to this family. i was sure the whole time that no matter how active the dog was, he probably wouldn't attack the rabbit like that and that they could be friends. no matter how much ass whopping he got, he never understood the things that he should or should not do. maybe he'll never understand. maybe it's time for him to find a new home. i'm simply devastated and appalled at the whole situation.
but for now, please don't let my rabbit die on me.
please.
i'm sorry.
-forgot my name at 3:03 AM
Hi XXX,
I am XXX from Prudential. I would like to meet up with you to do a financial plan for you, but could not get through your number. i think you wrote your mobile wrongly..because it has 8 numbers..do drop me a mail and let me know when you will be free to meet up.
Best regards,
XXX
Senior Financial Consultant
Prudential Assurance Co.
erm. who has more than 8 numbers for a mobile? god. how could i trust this person to do up a financial plan for me. this email is killing me. hahahahahaha
-forgot my name at 11:18 PM
well, i'm not exactly trying to get all too political around here but this is probably just a random thought arising from all the expository regarding the recession and what-nots in Singapore.
the government has always maintained their stand that the high renumeration paid out to the ministers is to retain top talents within the public sector. seriously, how good are these people at the helm? how do you justify that they are worth every penny of their pay when a terror suspect escaped from a detention center, a rojak stall caused hundreds of people to suffer from food poisoning, a 20% year-on-year contraction in the first quarter of 2009?
seriously, 20%?
just what the fuck were their analysts and forecasters doing all these while. that's gotta be the highest in the region or maybe one of the highest in the world. well, at least that's another number 1 added to the list for Singapore, albeit it ain't one to be proud of.
-forgot my name at 12:16 PM
ah fuck my life.
-forgot my name at 12:03 AM
it's just weird how we forget things over time.
i remember there was a time when i used to be able to doodle, to draw, to paint.
seems like i could neither do any of those these days. it's almost like losing a part of myself.
maybe the day will come when i'll simply forget how to breathe or how to live.
maybe that's what death is.
we simply forgot how.
-forgot my name at 4:27 PM
It has been my experience that folks who have no vices have very few virtues. - Abraham Lincoln
-forgot my name at 11:23 AM
this is the time when your insecurity about everything would just eat you from the guts out.
i feel so small.
so weak.
-forgot my name at 2:36 PM
because one day i will be gone.
-forgot my name at 8:52 PM
she died last night.
-forgot my name at 10:42 PM
2009 sure as hell did not end on any good note at all. all i could think of on my mind these two days is the scene of my rabbit lying there twitching from the pain and shock it had gone through. i do not know if it can still see because it rarely moves and even if it moves, it only makes small little movements from one corner of the box to the other.
it ain't comforting at all even after the visit to the vet. he thinks it's a pretty bad injury and the chances of survival are pretty slim. on one hand, i would be glad for her to pull through even if she might become blind. but on the other hand, i simply cannot bear to see her suffering like this, that's not how it should end. however it might be, we'll just do our best to keep her alive and get well. simply because we owe her this much.
-forgot my name at 9:53 PM
came back to witness probably the greatest tragedy that has ever happened on my porch.
my dog pried open the rabbit's cage and attacked it. we probably were out the whole time and came back only to see rabbit laying there motionless. my heart sank when i saw her lying flat on its stomach but i was glad it was still breathing, albeit very weakly.
i have no idea how serious the wounds are because i cannot bear to look at it for more than a couple of minutes each time. all i can see is that one eye is bleeding and her body keeps twitching from time to time. probably from both shock and pain.
nobody expected this to happen. dog was leashed up to prevent this from happening, rabbit was caged up. we always knew the dog was interested in the rabbit but we never thought he would attack it like that. she doesn't deserve any of this.
and yes i feel a tremendous sense of guilt for the whole tragedy. because it was i who wanted to bring a dog to this family. i was sure the whole time that no matter how active the dog was, he probably wouldn't attack the rabbit like that and that they could be friends. no matter how much ass whopping he got, he never understood the things that he should or should not do. maybe he'll never understand. maybe it's time for him to find a new home. i'm simply devastated and appalled at the whole situation.
but for now, please don't let my rabbit die on me.
please.
i'm sorry.
-forgot my name at 3:03 AM
Hi XXX,
I am XXX from Prudential. I would like to meet up with you to do a financial plan for you, but could not get through your number. i think you wrote your mobile wrongly..because it has 8 numbers..do drop me a mail and let me know when you will be free to meet up.
Best regards,
XXX
Senior Financial Consultant
Prudential Assurance Co.
erm. who has more than 8 numbers for a mobile? god. how could i trust this person to do up a financial plan for me. this email is killing me. hahahahahaha
-forgot my name at 11:18 PM
well, i'm not exactly trying to get all too political around here but this is probably just a random thought arising from all the expository regarding the recession and what-nots in Singapore.
the government has always maintained their stand that the high renumeration paid out to the ministers is to retain top talents within the public sector. seriously, how good are these people at the helm? how do you justify that they are worth every penny of their pay when a terror suspect escaped from a detention center, a rojak stall caused hundreds of people to suffer from food poisoning, a 20% year-on-year contraction in the first quarter of 2009?
seriously, 20%?
just what the fuck were their analysts and forecasters doing all these while. that's gotta be the highest in the region or maybe one of the highest in the world. well, at least that's another number 1 added to the list for Singapore, albeit it ain't one to be proud of.
-forgot my name at 12:16 PM
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